Saturday, August 29, 2009

Journal of yesterday

Finally finished assignment. So many information and so little words, brain was going to explode.

Before going to PS. She asked me to be careful bc it was so dangerous. Yeah...always be, either got bad people or H1N1. Hmm... need to be as usual, life still going on.

Still, so many people in t LRT, as smelly as usual. Haha. In PS, the people are more than usual. I thk bc people are thinking of going home, has holiday on Monday. Another is, got foreign tourists coming here.

McD is still full house. Many people Q up until blocking the door. Every second is full of people Q-ing up. Formidable!!

The moment i reach place to take bus, the bus coming. Woo~~hoo~~, so lucky. The uncle Q before me take out a ticket and wanna to give me. He used cantonese to talk to me, I slow in understand wat he talking about. It's scared me also, I defence immediately. He got angry and said "cheat also not get RM2 from you only la". Hehe... After that, he still gave me t free bus ticket bc he got 2, he even showed me both tickets. So, I take a free trip. ^@^ When I reach my destination, I waved to him and he smiled. Haha..Thank you, Uncle.

So, in the end, I met good people, the world now not only filled with virus and bad people la. ^^ Need to be careful, but no need too extreme...Yeah!! a nice day.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Hu qi zhi--Extremely geng--idol..

Crystal ball performance

Fire dance

Iron ring


IDOL!!!
Gosh..He is full of leader spirit. Talented. Can smell it. Haha
Hmm....Plus his attitude...
Able to performance the iron ring, is not in two day nor two month, is two years non-stop practice.
Others, might practice many years alr. Hmm...
All performances are beautiful ^^
Nature plus nurture = only able to be so beautiful.
Without nature, cant reach this beautiful stage, there is a restriction.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Foxfire

I like the main character in this movie.
I like the way she do things and the path she choose to take.



I like the tattoo.

She come alone to where FD's lived, from dunno where.
Hmm...

FD: Who is Audrey
She: A friend.
FD: ..............
She: Audrey is my mom.
FD: How?
She: Car. She drink.
FD: I am sory.
She: Ya. Me too.
FD: You got dad.
She: Somewhere.
She: I need to go.
FD: To where?
She: To wherever
FD: You have to go alone? Would you take somebody too?
She: Is that someone sure? Stime for the thing u dunno, disappointed u.
FD:.......
FD: Look! It's Spicain Virgo
She: Someone on the way.
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FD: Where u going? U dun have to go. Stay with us. Were we family?
She: Do you want to go with me?
FD:......................
She: Tell you what. You have to think about it. When there is a car stop, you have to decide. You just need to do the thing that is right in your heart. Ok?
FD: *nod
Car stopped.
FD: *Shake head. I will never forget you.
She: Ah..... Haha............. You are in my heart.

She left alone again, just like when she come here.
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FD: I travel since second half a lifetime. Art museum, bus station, air port....I've nv seen her again. I know, we still bound together for life.

I like the main character, maybe wat she has done used to be my dream. Maybe she always know wat she is doing, maybe she is always doing what she want to do. Maybe is bc the color of her life. Maybe............

Just because, it's she.

Journal of past week

Mom said sth about "the legend of 1900". She think that there is no end in this world because the world is round. The so called "end" is to come back to the begining. Since it is like this, the character choose to stay at the same place. Hmm....It's true also.

We were discussing about whether life is determined or can be controlled. Aunt said can be controlled, mom said it is determined. All their reasons were supported by their own past experiences. Therefore, their life and the way they face their life can be so difference. Hmm... When sth happen, she cant take the blow and only blaming and blaming. She is not blaming the other, she is blaming herself. As for determined, when sth happen, she can accept.

Grandpa said before, life is really determined, bc no mather how hard he had done and how many effort he put, poor means poor, no means no. Then, there is sbody, no need to work in their life, but they always have money to spend. Then, there is sbody, although enjoy life over 4 decades, but then get stroke, need to suffer for another 4 decades. Good or bad, not sure. Aunt said, it depend, the person who went thro determined. If they take it as a training and can work happily, means good. If they take it as unfair, even when they are rich, they also will not be happy, means bad. Hmm... Death has never been far away from life. Sadness has never been far away from excitement.

Sudden, imagine a scenario. She used to be in high mountain and everything were in control, follow her means. So, when sudden drop into the hole, she refuse to climb out. Refuse means sth. She said even there is a rope dropped down, she will also refuse to hold that rope. Hmm...

Yeah.....Was sis's birthday. Haha...had been the driver, took mom to buy things and help sis to choose the cake. She got a small party, inviting five friends. She said, bc if invite many, not all friends know each other, then they wont talk to each other, very hard. So, this time, she decided to invite 5 only. Good consideration. Haha...

Me, dad, sis, 2nd bro, mom. Big bro still in KL, studying. He forgot alr and send his regard by next day, haha, he need to give sis a treat alr... ^@^

This is the present she like the most, Haha~~as usual..... but..she said she still like qiqi the most. This will be the pet of qiqi. ==!!!

Although she like soft toy, she also like TKD, Woo~~ (00)a , and she got black belt alr.

Yeah!! Can watch TV, hehe. I only like Zhang Fei's programme (zhong yi da ge da). Really can laugh loh... haha..bc he is fast in response and is funny. Look at his face, alr feel like to laugh, somemore plus the funny words he said, always out of expectation. Laugh my lung out. ^@^

Monday, August 24, 2009

Interesting class

Her class was interesting and can learn a lots. She asked for sex appeal ad for studying purpose.
This is t ads I showed.



The reason is, we saw the brand throughout t ads and quite focus.

And den,
There are two more ads shown by my other classmates.





She said she liked the vege ad. However, I got a feel of disgust, because it give me a feel that vege filled with body odour and some liquid element. Besides, using a polished nails to cook, hmm, felt poisoned. Feel like to vomit instead of wanting to eat more.

OMG. Den wat can I eat? TT...

The vege should give me a feel of fresh, delicious, and full of vege smell...I doubt wat it really try to promote loh....If the impact is great on me, the moment i saw the bean n vege, i will only look at it, dun 1 2 eat alr....@@

Of course, the ads are very subjective. It was depend on how people look at it, based on past experience and based on wat we know, think and feel. Too bad, i bring "corrupted"/"educated" mind with me alr....haha

Hair cut again

Before
After

This is the first time I had my hair cut after become a college student. It was two years ago alr. I still remember who the photographer was, Joo Weon, a korean friend. Now, he is not studying in my college alr....

Now, after two years, still t same. Had my hair cut again.
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Scare her. Haha~~the first thing she said to me after she saw me was that "why you have ur hair cut until so short". My answer: it's cool loh...convenience loh...blah blah... She said: "can save on shampoo, is it?" My answer: "Obviously."
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Haha...got lots of benefits to keep a short hair, especially in such a HOT country. It's good for me bc I never have the passion to take care of them, means lazy.
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People like to ask "have u ever kept your hair long." (NO), N there is no special reason or any past experience for keeping my hair short.
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The best answer: Bc I like it. That's all. ^@^

Thursday, August 20, 2009

The legend of 1900

I like this movie. It talked about a life. A person who born, lived and died in a ship. The way he thinked and how he looked at the world are very differences. He was a talented pianist and his music has vitality. It is because his inspiration came from people and he played for people.

In fact, i like the story lines:
" You're never really done for as long as you got a good story and someone to tell it to."

There was a time, he was thinking of getting off the ship because he had fallen in love with a girl. He wanted to look for her and started a family. However, in the middle of the ladder to go down, he choose to turn back to the ship. WHY?

//"All that city, you just counldnt see an end to it. You please just show me where it ends? It wasnt what I saw that stopped me, it was what I didnt see. What I didnt see. In all that srawling city, there was everything except an end. There was no end. What i did not see was where the whole thing came to an end, the end of the world. You take a piano. The key begins, the key end, you know there are 88 of them, nobody can tell you any different. They are not infinite, you are infinite. On those key, the music that you can make is infinite. I like that, which I can live by. If you get me up on that gangway and you roll out in front of me a keyboard of millions and billions of keys that never end, that keyboard is infinite. When it is infinite, there is no music you can play, you are sitting on the wrong bench. Did you see the streets? There were thousands of them and how do you do it down there? How do you choose just one? One lover, one house, one piece of land and one way to die? All the world just weighing down on you, you dun even know where it comes to an end. Arent you just scared of breaking apart at the thought of it, the enormity of living it?//

//I was borned on the ship and the world passed me by. Everytime, there were people aboard the ship and there were wishes here, with never more than fit between prow and stern. You played out your happiness on a piano that was not infinite. I learned to live that way. Land, is a ship too big for me, is a women too beautiful, is a voyage too long, is a perfume too strong. It is music I dunno how to make, I could never get off this ship. At best, I can step off my life. After all, I dun exist for anyone. //

The past shape a person. WHen the world passed me by, it meant sth. WHen a person experiences sth, it also meant sth. Hmm..

If dunno about what a person has gone through, where should we stand to say. What can we say? If never try to understand their world, den we can never see the world that the others are watching. Can we say that the world of land is the best? Even best for a ship person? DO we really know what the right thing is, what the wrong thing is, what the good thing is and what the bad thing is? The person who lived their life, choose. There are no standards.

The infinity and the uncertainty played a big role in our life. No one can deny. And, so? Simple is the answer for me. Will I be happier when I get the bigger and more? Isnt it too enormity to live with?

Choose the role that most suitable to be played and dun go beyond wat cannot be borne. HIs role is to be a pianist in the ship and bring happiness for people who are in the ship. Will the vitality of his music lose, if he go to the land? Hmm...People always lives in the life now and then imagine the other way of life. Always, beautifying everything and forget about the effect brought by the new environment. The reality is not the same as what has been imagined, the world is a game of losing and gaining.

八月句子

20/8/09
与其看着没有手的我,不如看着有脚的我。

19/8/09
看着美丽的交叉路,却没有尽头,看不到通往的方向。

18/8/09
总是会有站在十字路口的时候。

17/8/09
梦总是美丽的。

13/8/09
生命的际遇有时候就是那么地简单。

12/8/09
人生就像是一场赌局。

11/8/09
还真的是,不听老人言,吃亏在眼前。

10/8/09
徘徊于悬崖,就依然有变数。

9/8/09
承认自己的渺小,才能看到更多的伟大。

8/8/09
步步艰辛,步步踏实。

7/8/09
性格使然,所以必定重复。

Journal of 14-16

Spend time in the camp these few days.

The schedule of camp not pack and we were given a lots of free time to lepak. I saw monkeyssssssss Q up and cross the trees one by one. Nice view. Then we went into some ghost house, haha...and some people, hmm, you know, speak the louder, but then dun dare to go in.

I like people who have their own dream, no mather how hard it is, they will pursue it. To me, it is very beautiful. Some people dream to cook delicious food for people to eat happily. Some people like to stay with the aeroplane, some people like to be journalise, to write down what they see. Hmm...

Although i dun like the camp due to it lack of meaning, i sense the differences of this camp with other camp. In the past, all the camp i went are all same group of people, therefore the feeling not so strong. In this camp, when we are the minority, the feeling can be so strong and easy.

Hehe...most importance thing is, we went to swim. Most of us know how to swim. Haha..although the pool is a quite dirty and very small. Still, fun.

There is no ice breaking and games in this camp and havea lots of classes, which make us always sleepy and tired. We can see that M's and C's thinking can be really different, and also the way of doing stuff. Somehow, i cant understand, there were a couple of hours before dinner, we have nothing to do, but they choose to put the discussion in the midnight of 12am, instead of 4pm. They asked us to be punctual for everything, but then they never let us go to bed punctually. =="

Still, the same. Haha....I stayed at the bed until last minute and then use five minutes to prepare myself. Like to play chess with zhou gong very much.

In the end, there are some complaints. It is because the name of the camp and the content of the camp are totally different. I can understand that every organizer has their objective, however, the name of the camp should match at least a little bit to their content. When we found out that it was totally different, we felt cheated.

Overall, it is a relaxing camp, enjoy the fresh air, nice scenary and new friends. Didnt learn many things but nice experiences also. ^@^

八月心情

4/8/09
累累的

7/8/09
坚持后的严重化

8/8/09
大吃特吃药的感觉

9/8/09
有心无力

14/8/09
期待

15/8/09
玩得开心

16/8/09
原来如此

18/8/09
疑惑着

19/8/09
幸运

20/8/09
懒洋洋

21/8/09
轻松

22/8/09


24/8/09
有“原来如此”和“终于”的感觉

26/8/09
有点压力

Thursday, August 13, 2009

七月句子

24/7/09
命是注定,运在手中。

23/7/09
一串串的记忆,是一粒粒逗起来的。

18/7/09
坎坷是一种锻炼,谁又渴望锻炼?

17/7/09
麽麽说:不管怎样,都要

14/7/09
遥远祝福的美丽。

13/7/09
巨人,不管风雨再大,亦会撑起伞架。

12/7/09
勇者无惧,惧者生勇。

11/7/09
现在的我们有现在,曾经的我们是回忆。

10/7/09
看得越精细,越要懂得承受。

9/7/09
简练,简练,再简练。

8/7/09
请不要未了解,就妄下定论。有时候,要真正相信人性。

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Journal of sick

Recently, got many chances to learn sth. Just tat, I need to make choice and it is troublesome some of the time. For this week, 4 things overlap with each other, i can only choose one, when I am not sure how is the other one. It is just like place a bet. There is a phrase "Life is just like betting". I think it is true at this point of time.

Got sick, with fever and cough. Hehe..can see how timid a person can be when get closed to them. SO,I behave myself and stayed at home because will be suspected as H1N1 patient.

Seriously cannot sleep because of headache and burning feeling. Normally, i can sleep no mather how, sleep is the best medicine, this time I will wake up by myself because of the pain. I dun take medicine when i was sick but I finished all the panadols that my friend new bought this time.

Then, I think, if I really got H1N1 or Dengi, how would I feel? Besides from the miserable feeling the body suffer, what else? I felt sory for parent because of what they will be felt. A deep sory or so called guilty? Hmm...Other than that, nothing else, I can go as easy as it could be.

Some people will like to ask "why you fallen sick?" Haha....Must there be a reason? WHen they answer yes, I will try to make up some reasons using some logic. Actually, for me, sick just means sick.

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The two minor subjects are taught by the totaly two different lecturer. One can be so bored, one can be so interesting. Hmmm..

Within one month, there is one assignment going to due. Havent settled the assignment 1, need to discuss assignment 2 alr...Urgh...such a rush...Hmmm....it is good too, maybe...

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Such a coincidence, the activities i am going to participate recently are mostly in Melaka. Hmm....Will go to Melaka for three days soon. Maybe will gain another new experiences. Who know?