In this world, there is a kind of people is like this.
Pretending to be someone when they need something. Then, try all the means to get what they want. When the value of this thing finished, they jump to another and spot at another thing they want, without consider others or anything. Quite oily oily.
The reasons and excuses they used are funny sometime, but is useful undoubtedly. Haha...it almost happen in everywhere. Hmm...Watchng it happen is just like watching plot in the movie. Is a survivor skill, i think.
Understand, doesnt means have to fight with it or speak it out. Sometime, a laugh can swept off evrything. Just look at things happen and know lo.
Sometime i hope i dun see, for certain reason, hehe, but most of the time, i am happy to be able to see this. As more able to predict a bit and accept things. Die also know how i die de. Haha...
Such is people ma~~
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
The reason behind
Her father was a soldier. Therefore everything in the family was discipline. She is not good in studying and she cant even passed the moral exam. Once, she didnt pass her exam, her head was bumped into the wall.
Later, she has become a model. When she went for interview, she cant remember everything in the run-down and fail, although she is good. This destroy her self-esteem. Over many years, even she is a good model, she never went for advertisement interview anymore.
One day, when she talked about this, her friend said:
You good in talking, u noe, there is no problem with you. I think it might because you have reading problem. Next time, you can ask your assistant read aloud the run-down to you. You use listen instead of reading, then you can present well in the advertisement. Hmm...
Oic. unable to study well is not her problem. She did try hard, just that she cant achieve it. I think the truth has untied the knot in her heart. Is a relieve.
Just like the movie shown by Mr. K in the class. The kid has problem to achieve good grade and socialization. Everyone in the world such as teachers, friends, classmate and even parents address the kid as stupid. One day, a teacher went to meet the parents and asked the parent to read the japanese words. When the parents unable to read, the teacher just address them as stupid and refuse to listen any explanation. Finally, the parents understand the problem their child was facing. The kid was not lazy, it's just that the kid has obstacle to read. Their relationship improved.
Hmm...Just feel that the person who capable to ease the tension, anger and sad feeling is... formidable.
Later, she has become a model. When she went for interview, she cant remember everything in the run-down and fail, although she is good. This destroy her self-esteem. Over many years, even she is a good model, she never went for advertisement interview anymore.
One day, when she talked about this, her friend said:
You good in talking, u noe, there is no problem with you. I think it might because you have reading problem. Next time, you can ask your assistant read aloud the run-down to you. You use listen instead of reading, then you can present well in the advertisement. Hmm...
Oic. unable to study well is not her problem. She did try hard, just that she cant achieve it. I think the truth has untied the knot in her heart. Is a relieve.
Just like the movie shown by Mr. K in the class. The kid has problem to achieve good grade and socialization. Everyone in the world such as teachers, friends, classmate and even parents address the kid as stupid. One day, a teacher went to meet the parents and asked the parent to read the japanese words. When the parents unable to read, the teacher just address them as stupid and refuse to listen any explanation. Finally, the parents understand the problem their child was facing. The kid was not lazy, it's just that the kid has obstacle to read. Their relationship improved.
Hmm...Just feel that the person who capable to ease the tension, anger and sad feeling is... formidable.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Journal of 4 september
For the convenience sake, i have done something i know i shouldnt do. Haha...nvm la, it's no use crying over for spilt milk. Accept the consequences for what i have done la. Hmm...after that, also experiencing what had expected, hmm...as usual la, mentally prepare alr.
I dress myself up for the party, based on my style. ^@^ However, Err...got a bit response from ppl, they seem shocked. Haha....I tot I just looked a bit differences, but it's seem over for them. (OO)a Haha... Might because of not getting use to me like this ba. Ei.....jt hope it was not looked as "not good" in their eyes la. They said like a cowboy, Haiz, lacking of hat and guns. Haha...
Yer.....Everyone dress normally only, but I tot I should dress a bit better for the party lo. Bc my 17th party for secondary friends, most dressed in fashion too, got japan style, got princess style la....haha..It was based on the differences culture within a group ba.
M.Y, S.O, S.M, K.S, K.R(birthday girl), L.T, K.J, K, Q.L and me
I dress myself up for the party, based on my style. ^@^ However, Err...got a bit response from ppl, they seem shocked. Haha....I tot I just looked a bit differences, but it's seem over for them. (OO)a Haha... Might because of not getting use to me like this ba. Ei.....jt hope it was not looked as "not good" in their eyes la. They said like a cowboy, Haiz, lacking of hat and guns. Haha...
Yer.....Everyone dress normally only, but I tot I should dress a bit better for the party lo. Bc my 17th party for secondary friends, most dressed in fashion too, got japan style, got princess style la....haha..It was based on the differences culture within a group ba.
M.Y, S.O, S.M, K.S, K.R(birthday girl), L.T, K.J, K, Q.L and me
College psycho people.
COS people
The present I give is just a normal thing. Hmm.. i draw sth, but they said not alike, not like me. TT Hmm...Some said eyes weird, some said mouth weird. After i look closely, I found out that it was bc the position of the nose. haha...rushing product in busy time is like that one ba....
She still prepare food for vegetarian. Haha...although I seldom eat dinner d and old d, cannot eat so much, I still finished my food in plate. Feel full for the whole night, thank you auntie ya. ^^
Chit-chating over the party, college la, people la and blah blah. Sometime i will look at the moon with the only one star in the sky. The rainbow was surrounding the moon. Beautiful. @@ Haha...I had a feeling of having mid-autumn festival.
Played until midnight one. Hmm...fetched some home and when i reached home, tired d...
Journal of 30 August-3 September
It was a busy week. I have finished another assignment about internet.
I have finally found people to rent the room. A good way to practice my marketing and communication skills, bc need to paste fliers and to be middle-person. Frankly speaking, i dun like to be the middle-person, bc a lots of works to do and need to be squeezed bet two people. Sometime, will HEADACHE, sometime need to convey the msg. Har~~~~ Anyway, it's has over d, finally, haha, I have fulliled wat I promise. Yeah!! ^^
It's the new semester. Need to think about the subjects to take and enquire the info regard the crash of timetable. Hope i can complete the course on time. Of coz, there is still a risk of not able to. Nvm, just make my best plan. If really happen, just accept it. After all, I have done my best alr.
My foster family is fine. 3rd foster brother has got a government jobs to manage certain places. 4th foster brother has gone to taiwan from Singapore to study wat he liked. Gambate and good luck!!
It's a bit shock to hear that a friend quit his study. He didnt tell me much, he just said that he dun 1 2 miss the chance to get a good job, bc that job is really wat he like. That is a job in GREY line, can be good, can be not good. It is a challenging job, bc the people he will be facing in the future are not simple people. Hmm...Everyone has their own choice and this is his happiness. Hope he wont forget the motive to choose this job. Wish him the best.
Some friends came back from oversea, have darken, have become more plump and have slim down. From observation, see that some feel better and some feel worse. Can see the smile on her face and can see the confidence on her face. Also can see the effects of reality on them. Haha....That's how people change. It's their experiences and life story. As usual, they went as a group, but met diff people and had diff experience. Hmm...is normal too that I see wat i see now, is because of their past. Ah~ Haha...such is life..
In the past, my energy is better than her, but this time i walked with her, when i panting and sweating already, she still feel nothing. I old d, lose d... TT What a surprise she gave me. Haha...Hmm..Wat i can say is, she really have had a tough job at oversea.
So many changes happen within few months. Haha...no wonder she said she need time to adjust and adapt to all new things. Gambate
I have finally found people to rent the room. A good way to practice my marketing and communication skills, bc need to paste fliers and to be middle-person. Frankly speaking, i dun like to be the middle-person, bc a lots of works to do and need to be squeezed bet two people. Sometime, will HEADACHE, sometime need to convey the msg. Har~~~~ Anyway, it's has over d, finally, haha, I have fulliled wat I promise. Yeah!! ^^
It's the new semester. Need to think about the subjects to take and enquire the info regard the crash of timetable. Hope i can complete the course on time. Of coz, there is still a risk of not able to. Nvm, just make my best plan. If really happen, just accept it. After all, I have done my best alr.
My foster family is fine. 3rd foster brother has got a government jobs to manage certain places. 4th foster brother has gone to taiwan from Singapore to study wat he liked. Gambate and good luck!!
It's a bit shock to hear that a friend quit his study. He didnt tell me much, he just said that he dun 1 2 miss the chance to get a good job, bc that job is really wat he like. That is a job in GREY line, can be good, can be not good. It is a challenging job, bc the people he will be facing in the future are not simple people. Hmm...Everyone has their own choice and this is his happiness. Hope he wont forget the motive to choose this job. Wish him the best.
Some friends came back from oversea, have darken, have become more plump and have slim down. From observation, see that some feel better and some feel worse. Can see the smile on her face and can see the confidence on her face. Also can see the effects of reality on them. Haha....That's how people change. It's their experiences and life story. As usual, they went as a group, but met diff people and had diff experience. Hmm...is normal too that I see wat i see now, is because of their past. Ah~ Haha...such is life..
In the past, my energy is better than her, but this time i walked with her, when i panting and sweating already, she still feel nothing. I old d, lose d... TT What a surprise she gave me. Haha...Hmm..Wat i can say is, she really have had a tough job at oversea.
So many changes happen within few months. Haha...no wonder she said she need time to adjust and adapt to all new things. Gambate
Saturday, September 5, 2009
九月心情
1/9/09
窒息感
2/9/09
一切很新鲜
3/9/09
互相扶持的感触。
4/9/09
欣赏带着彩虹光环的月亮。
5/9/09
品茶三口，却只品到最后的悠闲雅致。
6/9/09
迷惘
7/9/09
累
9/9/09
愉悦
10/9/09
只想弹开
11/9/09
窒息
12/9/09
愉悦
13/9/09
五味杂陈
14/9/09
晕眩
15/9/09
平静
窒息感
2/9/09
一切很新鲜
3/9/09
互相扶持的感触。
4/9/09
欣赏带着彩虹光环的月亮。
5/9/09
品茶三口，却只品到最后的悠闲雅致。
6/9/09
迷惘
7/9/09
累
9/9/09
愉悦
10/9/09
只想弹开
11/9/09
窒息
12/9/09
愉悦
13/9/09
五味杂陈
14/9/09
晕眩
15/9/09
平静
九月句子
1/9/09
在蛹变成蝴蝶之间，是一种不伦不类。
2/9/09
变，是一种化学作用，自己是其中一个成分。
3/9/09
面具是一种保护色，也是一种武器。
4/9/09
用情致深，伤情致深。
5/9/09
了解自己不是谁，却不了解自己是谁。
6/9/09
漂流在海中的帆船，也是一种生活方式。
7/9/09
对死亡的诠释，决定现下面对生活的心态。
9/9/09
眺望着遥远的海，忘了身边的沙滩。
10/9/09
不在意别人把自己放置在何处，只在意自己把自己放置在何处。
11/9/09
觉得自己大彻大悟的人，其实什么都还没懂；发现自己不懂什么的人，才真是懂了的人。
12/9/09
心眼的扩大造就视野的辽阔。
13/9/09
勇于失败的痛让人看得更清楚。
14/9/09
面具掩饰不住身体。
在蛹变成蝴蝶之间，是一种不伦不类。
2/9/09
变，是一种化学作用，自己是其中一个成分。
3/9/09
面具是一种保护色，也是一种武器。
4/9/09
用情致深，伤情致深。
5/9/09
了解自己不是谁，却不了解自己是谁。
6/9/09
漂流在海中的帆船，也是一种生活方式。
7/9/09
对死亡的诠释，决定现下面对生活的心态。
9/9/09
眺望着遥远的海，忘了身边的沙滩。
10/9/09
不在意别人把自己放置在何处，只在意自己把自己放置在何处。
11/9/09
觉得自己大彻大悟的人，其实什么都还没懂；发现自己不懂什么的人，才真是懂了的人。
12/9/09
心眼的扩大造就视野的辽阔。
13/9/09
勇于失败的痛让人看得更清楚。
14/9/09
面具掩饰不住身体。
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