Some thoughts, it's too late to tell.
Some things, it's too late to do.
Some dreams, it's too late to realize.
All become regrets when it's too late.
Who disappear have no alternative.
Who live have to go on.
To realize the shared dream
And to share the experienced happiness and bitterness.
It is to carry along every shared things.
Let the regret and life continue to live in mind.
It's because do not want to part with them
And let them disappear in this world.
The depth of the life.
The sincerity of the feeling.
The maturity of the mind.
Have become the axis of the story.
Missing someone become the motivation to live on.
Dream have become the only hope.
Imagination is the only spirit to let the story continue.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
Schedule
Just finish the second week of semester by registering subjects and tutorial.
Now, is moving toward the third week of new semester.
Still can chill and relax??....Hmm...Guess what i need to prepare.
Third week is the global marketing assignment deadline and the presentation of this proposal (20 minutes each group).
Fourth week is the thesis proposal deadline, exam for the Global marketing and the presentation of knowing myself (5 minutes), proposed construct deadline.
Fifthweek is the movie essay deadline and thesis defence (with Q&A).
Then, YEAH!! Happy new year!!!
Should be happy?
Is the midterm immediately after new year celebration. =="
Then, many group projects coming up.
Every Sunday being preoccupied by Training 9-6pm.
So called life. Sometime, I dunno whether i should cry or smile.
Substantial or toil.
Immediately, coming to sick while completing projects, due to the decreasing of immune system.
Anyway, this is what i choose. Isn't it?
When being closed into A and B, have to choose A or B.
No matther what has been chosen, each path have their way of going on and this is the way to go.
Things done bits by bits, road taken bits by bits.
Everything accumulated to something.
After day by day, month by month, year by year.
When looking back, time still flies.
What left?
Depend on me to say.
Anyway, here I am, reaching certain section of the path.
Looking at the differences scenarios surrounded.
Bringing along the wondering mind.
Now, is moving toward the third week of new semester.
Still can chill and relax??....Hmm...Guess what i need to prepare.
Third week is the global marketing assignment deadline and the presentation of this proposal (20 minutes each group).
Fourth week is the thesis proposal deadline, exam for the Global marketing and the presentation of knowing myself (5 minutes), proposed construct deadline.
Fifthweek is the movie essay deadline and thesis defence (with Q&A).
Then, YEAH!! Happy new year!!!
Should be happy?
Is the midterm immediately after new year celebration. =="
Then, many group projects coming up.
Every Sunday being preoccupied by Training 9-6pm.
So called life. Sometime, I dunno whether i should cry or smile.
Substantial or toil.
Immediately, coming to sick while completing projects, due to the decreasing of immune system.
Anyway, this is what i choose. Isn't it?
When being closed into A and B, have to choose A or B.
No matther what has been chosen, each path have their way of going on and this is the way to go.
Things done bits by bits, road taken bits by bits.
Everything accumulated to something.
After day by day, month by month, year by year.
When looking back, time still flies.
What left?
Depend on me to say.
Anyway, here I am, reaching certain section of the path.
Looking at the differences scenarios surrounded.
Bringing along the wondering mind.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Sharing happiness
Hey, she is getting married this month.
She called and invited me.
How long have we not been contacting each other?
I have forgotten.
How long have we been friend with each other?
Almost 13 years.
How much I know about her?
Before I further my study, quite many of things which she reluctant to talk about.
Now, I dunno anything as we seldom update ourselves with each other.
Are our lives still interact with each other?
We are walking into different paths but we still know that each other existed.
Have we forgotten each other?
Never, it's just in the long-term memory.
It need something to recall and retrieve this part of information.
Sometime, it's still able to appear in the short-term memory.
We still in each other mind because we once appear in each other lives.
Hey, the feeling.....I dunno how to describe...
Haha...mushy mushy...:P
When she called, memories flies back.
It is a critical period for most of the people.
For me, she is sharing her happiness.
I would like to think in this way.
So, no matter how busy, I would like to participate.
What caused this motivation?
It is because the value in my mind.
I just discover that distance away "me" coming back.
Which I almost thought that "me" has disappeared.
This part of me never change.
It is just faded because of something but not disappear.
Something can make it float again.
Why?
Because.....
it is deep? it is the habit? it is importance? refuse to let it go?
stubborn to hold it? it's made me?
Dunno
hey...
It's means we are becoming adult and getting older. We are moving into the next stage of life. BUT...we are still exist.
Of coz, we dunno about the future. Next stage, next next stage....we dunno.
But now, we are passing thro another stage and still existing.
Let me escape from the academic environment for a while. I am not only with subjects, study in future, and story about college and jobs. I dun want to blind my eyes. I want to see and feel that there are another way of life going on. It's definitely not small. Hey....it's them. You know? People that rarely appear in college and who only used to be part of my life and shaped my life.
Haha...one news that stimulate thoughts and feelings.
Hmm...just wish her well.
Pushing down the wine shop sign for their 7 years of love happily. In actual, is 9 years, just something happen in between. However, it made them even strong.:)
She called and invited me.
How long have we not been contacting each other?
I have forgotten.
How long have we been friend with each other?
Almost 13 years.
How much I know about her?
Before I further my study, quite many of things which she reluctant to talk about.
Now, I dunno anything as we seldom update ourselves with each other.
Are our lives still interact with each other?
We are walking into different paths but we still know that each other existed.
Have we forgotten each other?
Never, it's just in the long-term memory.
It need something to recall and retrieve this part of information.
Sometime, it's still able to appear in the short-term memory.
We still in each other mind because we once appear in each other lives.
Hey, the feeling.....I dunno how to describe...
Haha...mushy mushy...:P
When she called, memories flies back.
It is a critical period for most of the people.
For me, she is sharing her happiness.
I would like to think in this way.
So, no matter how busy, I would like to participate.
What caused this motivation?
It is because the value in my mind.
I just discover that distance away "me" coming back.
Which I almost thought that "me" has disappeared.
This part of me never change.
It is just faded because of something but not disappear.
Something can make it float again.
Why?
Because.....
it is deep? it is the habit? it is importance? refuse to let it go?
stubborn to hold it? it's made me?
Dunno
hey...
It's means we are becoming adult and getting older. We are moving into the next stage of life. BUT...we are still exist.
Of coz, we dunno about the future. Next stage, next next stage....we dunno.
But now, we are passing thro another stage and still existing.
Let me escape from the academic environment for a while. I am not only with subjects, study in future, and story about college and jobs. I dun want to blind my eyes. I want to see and feel that there are another way of life going on. It's definitely not small. Hey....it's them. You know? People that rarely appear in college and who only used to be part of my life and shaped my life.
Haha...one news that stimulate thoughts and feelings.
Hmm...just wish her well.
Pushing down the wine shop sign for their 7 years of love happily. In actual, is 9 years, just something happen in between. However, it made them even strong.:)
Hole
One day, there was a person walking toward his destination.
He passed by a hole and wanna to know what is inside the hole.
He put his hand into the hole and could not touch anything.
He said:"the hole is too deep, I can't touch anything."
Another person said:"why people always said the hole is too deep and not said that my hand is too short."
Merely like this story. Hahaha.
Laugh my lung out.
Not laugh for the joke. Just feel like to laugh.
He passed by a hole and wanna to know what is inside the hole.
He put his hand into the hole and could not touch anything.
He said:"the hole is too deep, I can't touch anything."
Another person said:"why people always said the hole is too deep and not said that my hand is too short."
Merely like this story. Hahaha.
Laugh my lung out.
Not laugh for the joke. Just feel like to laugh.
When is it full?
Once upon a time, there was a disciple learn skill from a teacher.
After a few years, the disciple felt that he had learned enough and he requested to leave the school and wanna to develop his own business.
The teacher asked him:" What is the meaning of enough?"
The disciple answered:" When it is full already."
Then, the teacher asked the disciple to get the big bowl to see him. The teacher got the stones to fill the big bowl full and asked:" Is it full?". The disciple answered:"Yes, it is"
Then, the teacher got the sands and still could fill into the bowl and he asked:"Is it full already?" The disciple still answered:"Yes"
Again, the teacher got the lime and still could fill into the bowl and he asked:"Is it full already?" The disciple was getting nervous, but he still felt that the bowl had full. So, he still answered:"Yes"
This time, the teacher got the water and still could fill into the bowl and he asked:" So, is it full already?" The disciple did not answer this time.
This was because he had understood that the "full" (满)he means was just what he thought. In reality, it was not the true "full" but just his own complacent (自满). There are still many detail things unnoticed and need to further refine it whereas with complacent, it only stopped self from going further far.
After a few years, the disciple felt that he had learned enough and he requested to leave the school and wanna to develop his own business.
The teacher asked him:" What is the meaning of enough?"
The disciple answered:" When it is full already."
Then, the teacher asked the disciple to get the big bowl to see him. The teacher got the stones to fill the big bowl full and asked:" Is it full?". The disciple answered:"Yes, it is"
Then, the teacher got the sands and still could fill into the bowl and he asked:"Is it full already?" The disciple still answered:"Yes"
Again, the teacher got the lime and still could fill into the bowl and he asked:"Is it full already?" The disciple was getting nervous, but he still felt that the bowl had full. So, he still answered:"Yes"
This time, the teacher got the water and still could fill into the bowl and he asked:" So, is it full already?" The disciple did not answer this time.
This was because he had understood that the "full" (满)he means was just what he thought. In reality, it was not the true "full" but just his own complacent (自满). There are still many detail things unnoticed and need to further refine it whereas with complacent, it only stopped self from going further far.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
His dream
He has forgotten that he is the teacher and we are the students only. We are not his team.
He place too much of expectation on us and we know there is limitation to help. Because we still have our world.
His dream is all of his world, but it's not ours, it's just partly of our world. So, it is almost impossible.
It's sad when listen to him how he wish to realize his dream.
It's too big and it's not something we can achieve.
Therefore, we remain silent.
It's sad when he is thinking too much because he make himself even sad. The more we are not motivated, the more he will indulge at fail.
I would like to question, is there any dream can be realized without sacrifice and risk?
I think it is almost impossible. However, he never thinking of retreat a bit to satisfied both sides. What can be done? He let go the opportunities himself.
There is alternative for him provided by his fans and supporters, but he reject. There is possibility to gain the resources, but he cant pull down his face. Yet, he want to realize his dream. How?
What I can see is, personality and attitude shaped a person's life and this is the path he choose.
He place too much of expectation on us and we know there is limitation to help. Because we still have our world.
His dream is all of his world, but it's not ours, it's just partly of our world. So, it is almost impossible.
It's sad when listen to him how he wish to realize his dream.
It's too big and it's not something we can achieve.
Therefore, we remain silent.
It's sad when he is thinking too much because he make himself even sad. The more we are not motivated, the more he will indulge at fail.
I would like to question, is there any dream can be realized without sacrifice and risk?
I think it is almost impossible. However, he never thinking of retreat a bit to satisfied both sides. What can be done? He let go the opportunities himself.
There is alternative for him provided by his fans and supporters, but he reject. There is possibility to gain the resources, but he cant pull down his face. Yet, he want to realize his dream. How?
What I can see is, personality and attitude shaped a person's life and this is the path he choose.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
2012
She asked me whether i believe that year 2012 is the end of the world.
I said, let's dun care whether believe in it or not. Let's think what would we like to do if year 2012 is really the end of the world?
She is talking about the future.
I am talking about the present.
When there are so many choices, it is a good way to be used to make a decision. Counting down on the two year, what i would like to do? Then, i will know the answer. :)
I said, let's dun care whether believe in it or not. Let's think what would we like to do if year 2012 is really the end of the world?
She is talking about the future.
I am talking about the present.
When there are so many choices, it is a good way to be used to make a decision. Counting down on the two year, what i would like to do? Then, i will know the answer. :)
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Don't understand
There are many things i dun understand.
Nobody can give me answer.
After hoping and hoping again, what can be gained is just disappointing. Finally, it come to desperation.
There are many things have no answer, or I should said cannot be given an answer. It is having no choice.
I know there is nothing in this world. The busy appearance is only that emptiness.
I wanna to find my own sky and starting my adventure. When there is no one can give me an answer, i can only depend on myself to search for the answer. Bringing along the courage and perseverance to set off.
Dun wanna to stay and wasting my time on the emptiness and yet cant get any answer.
There are many stuffs I wanna to break away from, to leave the created complicated. I just wanna to go back to the simple life, simple mind and simple person.
For everything, the simplest is the easiest to be understood.
Nobody can give me answer.
After hoping and hoping again, what can be gained is just disappointing. Finally, it come to desperation.
There are many things have no answer, or I should said cannot be given an answer. It is having no choice.
I know there is nothing in this world. The busy appearance is only that emptiness.
I wanna to find my own sky and starting my adventure. When there is no one can give me an answer, i can only depend on myself to search for the answer. Bringing along the courage and perseverance to set off.
Dun wanna to stay and wasting my time on the emptiness and yet cant get any answer.
There are many stuffs I wanna to break away from, to leave the created complicated. I just wanna to go back to the simple life, simple mind and simple person.
For everything, the simplest is the easiest to be understood.
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