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Showing posts with label think. Show all posts
Showing posts with label think. Show all posts

Monday, 22 April 2013

I run. I think. I am....



So, I’ve been doing a fair bit of running of late in the name of fitness and reasonable insanity. I don't care for running but it’s actually quite a good time to think about stuff. I don’t need iPods or whatever people have shoved in their ears. I actually like to be aware of my surroundings and who’s doing what in the half dark around me so I can act accordingly- and I like to think. A lot. I think about where I am in my life, what I want, what I don’t want, what I can never have and need to build a bridge to get over and how do I shove the ‘what I wants’ into my life as a reality. I plan. I scheme. I pound away down the Cairns Esplanade on my 5km run – which is the same as my jog and my sprint -thinking, thinking, thinking. Money? I want. Fame? Nope. Love? Can’t have. Smaller arse? Doable. Where to go on my next trip? Anywhere. Where will the chooks have laid the eggs today? Who knows. Run 10kms? Oh get real, lovey. Coffee after this? Oh fuck yes.

I don’t believe we think enough. We’ve been dumbed down by the media and apps that everyone must have to be like everyone else. I’m not everyone. I’m unique. I run. I think. I am. I will be. 

Friday, 13 July 2012

Do not judge me...



Do not judge the way I speak, look, act or dress. Do not assume because I’m a woman I’ll back down. I won’t. Am I older that you? Maybe. Do you think that makes me weak? Well, you’re weak for thinking that and I’ll use that against you. Am I younger than you? Do you think I don’t have life experience that could scare you, make you think twice or make you cry? So you don’t think I’m beautiful? Did you know that no one has to live their life by your standards? Am I too fat or thin or tall or short? Not sure - but I do know I like me and your perceptions are of no value to me. Am I scared of you? No, I’m scared for you if your beliefs are so rigid and unformed that you refuse to see beyond them.

Do not judge me for you will be wrong and I’ll still be me and I still won’t give a crap about what you think. Have a nice day.