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Claiming myself god!~

Makoism #4
Well Life is indeed about perspective... agree not?

because... zero perspective is also a perspective~
positive perspective give you a positive opinion
negative perspective give you a negative opinion, against or not against others.. it is the same from other perspective...

CNY coming~ going to chiong ang bao money ($ . $) \/~ for money I don't mind visiting how many houses and getting asking by question LOL
Haiz... but every year the same...
reunion dinner: "qi kuan, how are you doing?"
"what is your diploma again?"
"which year already?"
"what are you doing?"
"are you working?"
"why didn't join our whole family outing? even you parent went"...busy
"still with your girlfriend?"..opps..

First day of CNY: "qi kuan, how are you doing?"...fine? thank you..how about you?
"wanna play cards?" ..nah, I have bad luck
"my son in school team how about you?"... school team big deal arh?
"you wanna join my business?"..ehh..what business your in?...
"my family more happening than yours"... fuck you

ehh sorry on my last statement LOL!~ I just hate to compare with others...I'm doing what I like I'm doing...
if so wanna compare, go to the market and compare the prices la;
fairprice $0.20 per egg, your mama stall $0.15..hmph..

I just got myself a headset~ hyuu~ quite expensive but well still affordable for this month I think...
Nice right? okay la, I know some of you will say the quality bad or along the line, but I don't care~ X P as long as it is within my budget and so-so~ I don't care~
I think if I put it on and dye my hair I will look pretty good..

YES! campaign! woohhooo~ semester coming to an end~ going year 3, stepping-down, going Sunway Lagoon! can't wait~
Of all thing, I think going to Sunway Lagoon with JM, JS, YL is probably what I look forward to this holiday the most~ LOL we going to take a train there ;P

This is soo going to be enjoyable~ <3

better get well soon...this week, study week..next week UT 3 bah bah bah....

Well...a Semester is coming to an end...
solve some problem, make new friends, make new haters, some problem form~

Problem, problem , problem... it just never end doesn't it?
Friends come and goes good friends, bad friends..what's the diff? both are still friends...

Improving, keeping still and inflation
perspective is a very simple thing which is made complicated...
I may think I'm improving, others may think I'm keep still and some I'm degrading...
I may think others is improving, other keeping still and some degrading too...
So what do you think should be measured in a person ?

Since I'm quitting my school life...I should enjoy my year 3 while I can and selling Ice-cream~~
and also doing sports climbing which I have been say very long... I just need the mula~

Feb go Sunway Lagoon? 4 person is a good range...it is just a matter of availability and monetary...

If I tell you that I want you to hate me so that I can quit, which part of me do you hate?...
Think about it properly...girl should be able to think fast and better than guys...
A person best point is also a person worst point.

Makoism theory #3:
Human is just too complicated to understand therefore logic doesn't work sometime... use you "right" feeling to feel for the person...he might be your Mr/Ms Right...

Lately, thoughts have been driving me round and round...no longer know what's to be said, what's not...
I need a proper spacer...a place to breath...
Is your action reliable and be trusted?
Probably I still need to give myself a little more free time...to think properly...when a libra meet a libra...
Laptop just failed on me... what have I been doing and treating other's?
probably IRIS have a answer...
A song from "IRIS" to you... "Don't forget"

give me a piece of mind please...

I was conducting an interview and someone said, that he want to be as capable as successful as me...well.. I'm glad to hear that but the irony is your not doing anything till recently(like only during this interview)... and I'm not as successful as you think I am -.-....

sometimes it feel like kite, just when it is flying high, you just feel like cutting the line and let it fly higher...
But the kite will eventually fall back to ground when it lost its guidance and aim... it hurts sometime to think that you hope for its well being but it fall instead and you have to tie back the string and make it fly again...

What are the percentage that we will be back again?.....
20-30%?
ming da give a very assured percent....

Analogy... some say life/love is like a kite, some say a boat...



Was at Pasir ris~ walking towards aloha, looking at those houses just make me realize how much I hate the rich...or... probably I'm just jealous... ain't I petty? want this want that...but I guess, what belong to the past belongs there and not the present anymore...time to strike hard on the reality since I'm not going/belong anywhere yet...
Well I thought of a finalize business plan for myself already, I firm that it will be a lasting business cause the demands never ends, but it is just a matter of how I'm going to raise the capital and having more than half the share belongs to me at least... :)

I won't tell unless you sign contract with me LOL HAHAHAHA i will get my lawyer down~

lately have been quite bored...so I did some comic, well its quite nonsensical but well~ at least my time is well spent and its easy to draw using print LOL!

Well the first one is suppose to be for a graduation gathering "poster" or simply publicity material ~ hahawell this one is very very random, which I have done due to boredom.. LOL think it quite Stupid and funny haha LOL
more coming soon!~ enjoy~

Btw, finally since I'm stepping down~ i might be considering going for astronomy IG BWHAAHA go be the President and take the telescope for my own interest LOL take to some high mountain and see for myself with a cup of coffee and windbreaker~ arghh~ thats life :D
(sound like full moon anime.... -.- )

Well~ today is my off Sunday~ and the weather is great! hahaha sunny~ Slacky Sunday~
Since the day before I slept late I'm paying back my sleep this morning by sleeping till 12pm then going for a swim at jurong swimming complex at 1pm...

a bit disappointed that I didn't got darker but well, at least I exercised ; ) and went home straight after drying myself ONLY! slack at home to read the UT for chemistry and digital then went out to meeting Jian min and jie sheng to eat the buffet at Jurong Point Basement, it is damn good! though once in a month but it's all worth it LOL didn't really took much pretty pictures cause too busy eating!!!

some photos



Alright~ that's all I took LOL too lazy too take so much picture when your enjoying your time with good old friends isn't it?

Ending off with my working on Digital Electronics Problem 11 LOL

Well~ back to reality... I not sure if some of you believe it or not but there is this part of downtown that I hate the most...not because of the human but because of the bird repellent ... can you hear that high pitch sound? well I can~
just like X-ray in the hospital, you can feel this air of invisible moving particle touching your skin...
well... I felt it in the plasma lab in school... and I realize I'm exposing myself to tiny winy radiation...

ignoring all the love-sick post that I said previously...but ya death just seems more close nowadays...

so to counter-act all this radiation that I will be exposing to and probably in the future working society... I better exercise more as well... don't wanna keep taking MC for leave...as if your not enjoying what your doing but for the sake of money -.-...

found out my FYP team mate....CK brave yourself now for a hell of a 1 year FYP with OMG team mates... oh-ya, we should name ourselve team OMG! LOL

There is this commercial about a Bordless TV from samsung
it goes like this;
"Before we were born, it is the only time in our life we're not box in.
ever since than we are trap within cage and box's."

Well... I believe what this commercial said is true~ so I wanna opposite it and plan a final escape...

right now...escaping from the world is just totally impossible, you have to worry for money, people, personal life and knowledge...
But now isn't the time yet for the final escape...

I shall plan it part by part...
a) vacation would be a form of leisure escape
b) mountain trekking/climbing would be a form of risk escape and play with my life for FUN
c) camping would be a form of physical escape
d) sleeping late would be my form of mental escape

The Final Escape would be...
1) first build up a rich career ( I believe now with my position, knowledge and Dream, shouldn't be hard)
2) build an island
3) lets the company run by its own and earn from it...
4) finally enjoy the paradise the rest of my life~
4a) Or build a spaceship and explore the galaxy... ermm... -.- (dream but a bit far-fetch)

I'm not ambitious now for nothing, I just wanna life a relax old life and past away either by risky sports or silently on the poolside in the island...but I seem to have miss out something of great importance as well... well you won't understand would you?
It's just too much for the earth resource, for people like you to be playing with temper and just work like a slave and play some stupid game...and this referring to everyone on earth

I'm washing my hand already... it just seems so acidic now...

I'm heading for Mount Everest 2011 or 2014 before or after NS...doubt any takers, since everyone is so into city life already...cant live without games huh? why not help the humanity to build a spaceship or challenge the nature or even bring great art to others?...

After a bath my mind feels fresher...
after all the nasty words...which I don't intend to take it back yet...you people live your own life the way you want, your brought up this way and your handsome or pretty this way...
I'm just the bad-influence trying to bring up and change life-style of others...

Probably this short 6 month have cause so much damage that it is irreversible for both of us...or mainly my fault that you saw so much photo of me with other girls on Facebook... well I would wish to plead for your forgiveness, but I think I deserve death from your curse instead...

Probably the next time I'm seeing you, you would be with your new boyfriend or even married, else a rival to trash you and demoralize you from playing L4D2-3-4 ...

make it sian...

havent skate for a while have you?...

I thought the chalet would make things better but well it seems that it back-fired...thinking back the sweet memories just seems so fade yet painful to be doing this to myself...

I know there are friends who care for me, even this guy who just give me a belated present, I really like it a lot even if it is budget but the thoughts counts a lot...but I'm just too much for you friends and loved one to care and concern for...what I want is you people to be equally happy as well...just let me swim up the river like a salmon and die that's how I live... ... ... ...

Labels: bunch of winner trying to be introvert

I have a hunch that 2010 would be a terrible year for me...

I expected a failure in this year Graduation Night and Orientation Program...
Especially, having trouble with human-to-human relationship...

after planning event in RP all this while, it is time for me to find my group of friends to click with and getting expose to dangers again in a good way...
Life Threatening situation just make my life meaningful I guess.. especially since, I no longer have someone to worry for me... :)
mountain-climbing
Paranormal activity
alone camping
cross-country running
or mountain sports~ (like caving expedition)

I'm no longer going for top student any more... I supposes as long I'm above 3.5GPA that is all it takes for me to be happy with my studies.

Sometimes.. I still find it hard to give jobs to others when you see planning doesn't goes well...
It just make you wanna take over and make things right, but the question is, what is wrong?

Well what is obvious, is already obvious... I'm just saying what every THINKS is obvious... but... would it be as true as obvious?
I saw this reality TV shows about a group of kids testing their endurance, but a 16 year old kid who look very strong and capable lost to a 12 year old kid in hanging on to a stick in mid-air as long as possible...

Well I pretty much wanna improve the situation in school...but it is hard to get people to share the same passion of idea and getting event planned easily or improving in the future...probably that is why I feel so much wanna quit what I'm doing and start running my business...


Oh-ya, I would be moving to jurong soon probably this year~ will be getting myself a room and a PT jobs~

Labels: Risk is what I love I guess =D

Well blogging right now in the chalet, the feeling right now feel pretty tense! Why? Cause I seem to screw it up~ hahaha so proud of myself! I have to thanks Julia and the rest who are on her side for putting up with me, as I seem like the bad guy now hahah~ at least it is a infamous memories now hahah.

Still so proud of myself~ honestly, I have so much to tell and don’t wish to share... a bit hard to ignore the “thing” that I have screw up for myself, but well, shouldn’t let it affect my studies as it is my priority..

I’m starting to lose myself... this is bad..no longer respecting anyone and throwing myself into the abyss of nowhere, guidance isn’t what I want, but someone who I can really really share and talk to, knowing that this person will be with me through my rest of the life..

Well new year came with a new year confession, “ I have actually broke up with Julia almost 6 month already, and life would be good if I can share my feeling with someone who was like her 7 month ago” LOL joke!

And new year confession comes with a new year resolution, “ live life well” well...that is all I hope for, though I can say it every year and nothing change but Ya~ I will still stick to this resolution.

People say, sharing of thoughts and having a good listener would be good, but I’m very conservative.. so much so that I share different potion with different people, and only the special one gets all...and being selective... no point sharing thoughts with people who you see 3-6 time a year only or that person will give lots of great idea and only trying to proof that he is smart...

Till now, I’m still conscious of what I am posting so~ it is okay hahah... so much plan and work to do when holiday ends... sooo I have decided to go on a holiday after the semester have ended maybe batam or bintam with jian min LOL okay la sound gay but hey, who else wanna go with me? after all he have always been the one closest and watching my back for me... thanks jian min! Oh and fabian and of course, you readers can also self-declare yourself ;)

Sometime I do have to say that I’m just too extreme for people, want me to emo I can make it very be, want me to be hyper, you better be able to handle me and last and not least want me to be normal, entertain me...I guess that is all I ask for...

I Just wanna say "I'm glad with who I have know" but just knowing doesn't going to get anything further...

When there is good, there is bad. Similarly, if I want a simple life, complication would exist...

Labels: When there is good there is bad Similarly if i want a simple life complication would exist...