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Well blogging right now in the chalet, the feeling right now feel pretty tense! Why? Cause I seem to screw it up~ hahaha so proud of myself! I have to thanks Julia and the rest who are on her side for putting up with me, as I seem like the bad guy now hahah~ at least it is a infamous memories now hahah.

Still so proud of myself~ honestly, I have so much to tell and don’t wish to share... a bit hard to ignore the “thing” that I have screw up for myself, but well, shouldn’t let it affect my studies as it is my priority..

I’m starting to lose myself... this is bad..no longer respecting anyone and throwing myself into the abyss of nowhere, guidance isn’t what I want, but someone who I can really really share and talk to, knowing that this person will be with me through my rest of the life..

Well new year came with a new year confession, “ I have actually broke up with Julia almost 6 month already, and life would be good if I can share my feeling with someone who was like her 7 month ago” LOL joke!

And new year confession comes with a new year resolution, “ live life well” well...that is all I hope for, though I can say it every year and nothing change but Ya~ I will still stick to this resolution.

People say, sharing of thoughts and having a good listener would be good, but I’m very conservative.. so much so that I share different potion with different people, and only the special one gets all...and being selective... no point sharing thoughts with people who you see 3-6 time a year only or that person will give lots of great idea and only trying to proof that he is smart...

Till now, I’m still conscious of what I am posting so~ it is okay hahah... so much plan and work to do when holiday ends... sooo I have decided to go on a holiday after the semester have ended maybe batam or bintam with jian min LOL okay la sound gay but hey, who else wanna go with me? after all he have always been the one closest and watching my back for me... thanks jian min! Oh and fabian and of course, you readers can also self-declare yourself ;)

Sometime I do have to say that I’m just too extreme for people, want me to emo I can make it very be, want me to be hyper, you better be able to handle me and last and not least want me to be normal, entertain me...I guess that is all I ask for...

I Just wanna say "I'm glad with who I have know" but just knowing doesn't going to get anything further...

When there is good, there is bad. Similarly, if I want a simple life, complication would exist...

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