Nothing to look forward, nothing to aim for, nothing to hope for...
Everyday is the same for me...I am losing track of the time...
Don't know what to do for these upcoming 8 months...:-(
Sigh...
:-(
:-(
As time flies, as people changed,this is the only place to keep the memories still..."http://ickesangelo.blogspot.com"
Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Thursday, February 17, 2011
INSOMNIA?
Why la why??
I wanted to sleep very much but just couldn't fall asleep?
Why want to torture me like that??
Wanna sleep early but I couldn't....planned to sleep at 9.30pm but ended up still awake at 1.13am
:-(
How?
Sigh...please let me sleep can??
I really wanted to sleep so much...
Is this Insomnia? Or just that I not used to sleep early??
HELP, HELP!!!!!!!!!! ;-(
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Swimming
After so long wanted to swim but no one to go with/rather no group of friends' hobby to swim, finally I got to swim in Vista B swimming pool for the first time. At first wanted to go Vista A but the weather seems not permitted. It was dark and gonna rain heavily. So I went down to the B swimming pool.
Can I swim?
Hmm...I would say maybe I can swim a bit but with wrong technique. So I got my tunjuk ajar from Leon, swimming expert. Perhaps need more time to adjust and get used to the techniques and hopefully I could maintain my swimming habit for the days to come.
Now I am doing Gym, swimming and hopefully jogging, alternatively, plus push-ups, sit ups, bridge everyday. Haha, 6 pack abs in the making, hopefully. But I doubt my perseverance, gambateh Ickes,lol!
Friday, January 21, 2011
23 :-(
Oh Man, I am so addicted to facebook :-(
Even there is nothing else to see in Fb, but I will still go to visit it everyday, every hour and almost every 30 mins, sien sien!! Life shouldn't be like this!!
At this age-23 I should be doing something more meaningful instead of this crap.
At this age-23, I shall have some accomplishments.
At this age-23, I shall be successful.
Man, 2011, how to make the best out of you???
I need an opportunity! Grant me one pls?!
Even there is nothing else to see in Fb, but I will still go to visit it everyday, every hour and almost every 30 mins, sien sien!! Life shouldn't be like this!!
At this age-23 I should be doing something more meaningful instead of this crap.
At this age-23, I shall have some accomplishments.
At this age-23, I shall be successful.
Man, 2011, how to make the best out of you???
I need an opportunity! Grant me one pls?!
Friday, January 14, 2011
Ups & Downs
Life is full of shit, everyone will definitely go through some shitty moments, but who cares right? Coz
but I guess we just need to work on that piece of shit by ourselves. Wipe it clean and move on!! Because we will definitely learn from that shitty experience!
My research hasn't been going that well today, I am expecting more from my research today. Went to become SP from 8 to 10.30am. Yeah, got RM40 as pocket money. Then stayed in PG for a while. Suddenly Kor Woi wanted to eat lunch, after that went to Lucky at Sri Petaling to eat. Went back uni and wanted to start work after that (Microtome cutting for tissue!!! Semangat terkobar-kobar), prepared everything in the histolab already, but when I just finished first 5 cutting of tissue for microslide, YH called at around 1.15pm? Went up to the patho lab to learn H&E staining. Preparing the ingredients took me I think maybe 1 hour plus? Then I was worrying about my microtome cutting(half way there, all my stuff still in the room, aiks), then just do 1 round of H&E needs 41 minutes, and my slides labeling went off (shit, didnt use pencil to label, used marker) when in touch with alcohol, and so freaking long till 4.30pm I only completed 4 slides, which are not really successful, sien....At the same time again worrying about rats in animal house, supposed need to inject at 3.30 to 4pm, thenn only went there at 4.30pm. 2 rats died, sien....coz of ISO injection yesterday. No more extra rats to use :-( Sigma said will call me again 2moro, shit them, I really need urgently my alpha lipoic acid 2moro, keep telling her it's urgent but she just couldn't get it, WTF!!!! Sien, then wanna screen slide also cant find a proper microscope, Dr. Sri said will screen 2moro or monday :-(
SIen,....everything not smooth for me, hope 2moro will be better.
But Mum called said Papa missunderstood I am my bro yesterday. Clarify my doubts & emoness....hmm...thanks! and cheer prac!! Not bad afterall la the snowflakes session too.:-)
2moro gonna perform cheer for M Pharm!!!
And we got selected for Maxis Om Nom Nom Race, weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!
But Stephen cancelled the outing 2moro :-(
Friday, December 31, 2010
Year 2010, Good bye!
Year 2010 has came to the end, it was a year full of changes I guess...up(s) & down(s)
I have accomplished quite much in this year:
1. Completed my role as SRC treasurer 09/10 in April 2010...wish I could have done better
2. Beat my personal best timing for half marathon during Penang Bridge Run Nov 2010(New Record: 2 hours 17 min compared to old record 2 hours 28 min)
3. Ran the most run (4 runs) in a year (which are very close to each other)
4. Completed Phase I Medicine in June 2010
5. Doing research (totally different from Medicine) in August 2010
6. Participated in IMU Cup 2010 and earned 2 Silvers(Pool, Touch Rugby)and 1 Bronze(Cheer)
7. A close relationship with someone
8. Participated in damn lots of contest and won 4 movie tickets to watch Narnia, an invitation to DigiPimp My Music Party and was shortlisted as final 4 best dressed celebrity(almost won an i Phoen 3gs, sobs), 2 premier movie tickets to watch TRON, 2 premier tickets to watch Season of the Witch, 1 Sony Cybershot W190, hopefully more to come...
9. Grandpa's health was deteriorating :-(
10. Start to earn my pocket money (RM616) in Nov month...to support my living cost on my own :-)
New Year 2011 Revolution
1. No more target locked. Just be myself, learn to be mature. Lives life to the max, be humorous, make more friends, and be happy.
2. Start to earn and save more money! Venture into more money earning methods. Be independent in supporting living expenses on my own.
3. Pursue my passion in medicine, research and business. Discover better way of learning. Read news no matter in what fields. Be updated with global issues. Independent learning and the most important thing is passion & care always for the patient. Remember they are our priority! Never give up in consistent learning!
4. Be confident. You are who you are. Don’t feel yourself stupid. Be grateful of yourself. Be thankful, show gratitude. Show love to people around you!
5. Must amend family relationship which had been apart away. Share problems more with family. They are your most important members and they will help you always, no matter what. Be diligent. Help out with housework, family issues. Make family happy and fun.
6. Be more open with own emotions. Share more with friends. Keep in touch with old friends, tell them they are always my best friends, and apologize for not spending time with them much.
7. Behave like a doctor. Not a kid/teenager anymore. Have own judgement and thinking. Be decisive and know what’s the best for family, friends. Take care of them!
8. Fight for what I want if it’s right! Be a leader and do the best! Start to plan the academic and job route for the future.
9. Pursue my hobbies. Learn new skills. Photography, video recording/editing, music instruments, you name it!
10. Improve my blogging skill and english language!
11.Join Race of the Lifetime-Amazing Race 2011
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