Showing posts with label School. Show all posts
Showing posts with label School. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

It's who I am, don't have to try hard.

Exactly 3 weeks in Windsor, Ontario, Canada.

#homesick
Whenever people asked me "do you miss home?" I always replied, "not yet". Is true, I haven't really miss home. I love my family and home a lot but somehow is quite difficult for me to have that kind of miss home feeling, no matter where am I this will just happen.

#curriculum
I am currently stucked. I have no subjects to take as most of them already full, have 2 subjects on waiting list, 1 is 5/5 while another one is 13/13, gosh, I wonder how long I have to wait :/ Now I am taking Foundation of Academic Writing I, Contemporary Visual Culture, and Intensive German for Beginners. I need 1 or 2 more subjects, 3 subjects is just too wrong. Some senior taught me just go to the class even though I am in the waiting list and then ask the lecturer that if he/she can sign me into the class or not however it does not work on me, is a night class and the classroom is so far away, like wtf, your class full? Only like 10 people something :/

#roommie issues
So my roommate is a Chinese from China, come from ShenZhen, does speak Cantonese. Apparently, she is a normal type of girl, not to say I am obnormal, just that I am a little different okay. LOL. My definition for normal girl means, like pink, wear dresses, wear high heels, gossips a lot, bla bla bla. GOT IT? LOL And her friend from Shanghai swears a lot, A LOT. Like 妈,靠,操,操海, goshhhh. But overall is still okay, so far so far, except for I have to be their translator some of the times. LOL On top of that, three of us and some friends on the same building went to the university pub yesterday and last friday. And yesterday both of these girls attracted by 2 Poland guys, and one of them is my classmate in German class omg such a coincidence. My roommie falled in love with the one who has same German class with me, and she even asked me to pass a hand written letter to pass to him tomorrow. Gosh. However the good thing is I have people to sampat with. LOL.

#F-O-O-D
To be honest, I had a lot of beef for meal here. If not mistaken is almost every meal. O.o I think I am doomed. Have to set one day as vegetarian day to balance it. And since I am staying in the residence so I am on their meal plan, which is kinda nice. Except I don't wanna have pizza, teriyaki, burger everyday. This is not the major problem, the thing is, food here all come with BIG PORTION, like small size here is large size back in Malaysia. 4 out of 10 times I could not finish my food wtf.

#being Asian
Maybe is cultural differences or what, I seem like can't mingle with local Canadian girls, no problem with guys tho. They like to gossip a lot, uh, speaking in a different tone, I don't know, just different with Asian/Malaysian. Meh, and whenever people heard me and my roommie talking Chinese they will like super excited and some times will greet us with 你好. So jakun =.= I am not gonna care much about this issue because I am more comfortable to hang out with guys, even back in Malaysia. I am not usual girl. LOL. So far no racist issue tho, good thing!

p/s: I walked to downtown with my pair of legs, used up 1 hour plus back and forth. LMAO

That's all for now! :)

Friday, July 1, 2011

Answer

After been worried for many months, I got the answer finally.

A letter.

For those who applied to university before will know what does this mean.

I should receive a packet of document. A letter means I failed. With the reason limited enrollment.

BIG DISAPPOINTMENT

When dad told me the school sent me a letter I already know the answer, since I didn't receive any emails. So yea.

My dad said we can try to appeal. However I don't have much hope for it.

INTI just doesn't professional enough to advice in Canadian Universities, this is a very sad case. Both parties (she and I) just put this on a bet, no one have the 100% confirmation of what both of us are doing.

Perhaps go to INTI is just wrong at the beginning. I ruined my grades there, even my objective of life.

Okay, last shot, Waterloo, just hope everything is gonna be alright. Tonight submit my proposal to my dad.

If I fail again, bye Canada.

Lastly, please allow me.

TMDKNNMMCBWTFWTHDLLJCB0O0screwmyselfscrewintiscreweverythingfuckeduplikeidontcareatallifeellikestabmyselfkaokaolat!!!!!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

What's up after CPU?

Since everyone is asking, and it's a bunch to explain, so, I think it's better to explain everything here. Sounds cool right? =)
So yea, what is my plan after I graduated from CPU?

At the first semester of CPU, I never thought about this issue, until the second semester, when friends around me started to survey universities they want to go to. Then, I started to nervous already.

My first plan was Taylors University College, LakeSide Campus.

I aimed for Bachelor of Media Arts, but then have to transfer to UniSa at the final year.
Not that UniSa is not good or whatever, I just don't want to go to Australia, since everyone is going there. =.=
Moreover, I wish to go to a place which is totally different with what I have here, so Australia, OUT. =)

Still, I am more looking forward to Canada, the country I always wish to visit. It would be awesome if I study at the country I like right? =) Plus, studied in CPU had strengthen the will I want to go there. And my dad said no problem with that.

After meet with Miss Iris at Taylors Placement Centre, I found University of New Brunswick! =D They provide Multimedia Studies, which quite similar to Media Arts. I googled this Uni and I fall in love with their environment!
Yea, snow! =D
I wanted to ask for my dad's suggestion but by that time he went outstation. And the closing date is almost there, therefore my mum ask me to apply for it first, will make decision after I got the offer letter.
One thing I really like about UNB is I don't need to take IELTS! =D ENG4U is more than enough. Yeay! =D

Quickly settle everything, fill up form, gather documents, bla bla bla, and application letter sent! 60CAD gone! LOL

Surprisingly, UNB replies kinda fast, and I GOT ADMITTED! Hooolalalala~ *Jumps up and downnnnnn*
When I want to seriously discuss this with my dad, guess what? HE ASKED ME TO REJECT THE OFFER! OMFGWTFWTH??!! !@#$%^&*
Why? Why? Why? Why?

As he said, I never stay outside alone, therefore I don't know how to take care myself yet. They will be very worry if I go to country that far for 4 years and they can't take care of me because I am that FAR! Plus, expenses 4 years there is damn expensive.
FINE!!! Who said no problem when I said I wanna study there huh?? WHO???!!
If you don't let me go you must tell me at the very first time, so that I won't have hope on that, now you made me terribly DISAPPOINTED. =(
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*

And he wants me to find colleges that offers courses that twin to Canada. OMFGWTFWTH?? *again* Walaoeh, he seriously gonna drive me crazy. Arghhh, tahan, TAHANNNNN.
What can I do? I can't just sit on the floor and cry said "I don't care I don't care I just wanna go", that is not my style. :/

Meanwhile, Taylors sent an invitation to my dad, invite him to an event, something like Open Day, but it's a smaller one. In that event we found an interesting NEW course, Interactive Design bla bla something like that. It's new, very new, they not yet got the permission from the government to start this course yet. Same as Media Arts at Taylors, final year gonna transfer to another country, this time not Australia, but UK, University of Northumbria. :/ Not Canada? Tak mau. LOL *I know I am degil. WHO CARES? I want my study plan PERFECT, my dream weih*

After some times, I got one plan in mind, actually is a sudden one. I can join American Degree Transfer Program! Yea, why not? They can transfer credits to Canada as well! =D
Done some research, I found that Inti actually have the best ADP, not Taylors though, I wonder why :/

Then I tell this to my dad, he said "Good, go Inti Nilai then, is far enough from house, and you can stay our house there, save money. " LOL
We find a day purposely go straight down to pay Inti Nilai a visit. Meet consultants there, and talk, bla bla bla. *Cutting short*

So, I signed up for AUP at Inti, Nilai, August intake. I will study here for 8 months and then hopefully my marks is pretty enough to transfer to Simon Fraser University, Surrey, British Columbia, Canada! =D

Speaking of subjects, I think they gonna give me Mathematics, college algebra or something like that, and Economics plus Accounts? OMFG, kill me, I got C and below for these 3 subjects in SPM. Oh god, SAVE ME!!! T__________T I don't wanna fail.

The campus looked pretty modern, I like castle style campus lah. Oh well, better than nothing right? =)

As for my course, is Interactive Arts and Technology, concentration on Media Arts! =D Hopefully I can get there. PRAY HARD!

So yea, I gonna stay outside, far away from my house. I am kinda happy, no more being driver and kakak! Phew~ =P

My parents seems very happy for me staying outside, like finally? Gan jiong this gan jiong that, like first time sending kids out from the house. *My bro stayed outside 1 year when he still at PSDN Hin Hwa* They think I really cannot take myself like that, I gonna prove them they are wrong! =)

Tomorrow is the Enrollment day, which mean the day to sign up for subjects, after that is orientation, 5pm to 7pm. WTH? There's still a lot of events on the next day. Not feel like joining, aku anti social lah. =.=

WISH ME LUCK PEOPLE! =)

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

倒带的回忆

求学了11年
大概有11个同坐
坐比较久的那个才算 XD

是昨天突然想起的
想把它整理了再记录下来
在以后老了会忘记 ^^

兰花园小学

+一年级+ 1J
我的隔壁:-黄慧娴-(Ng Hui Hsien)
那时的她:一样和我静静的
现在的她:很acitive了~~美女一个
note:
1) 那时的班长是-廖伟棋-(Liow Wei Qi), 啊不过他现在忘了我,算了=_=
2) 那是班上有个天才,可以和-陈伦翰-(Tan Loon Han)相比的-苏亦卉-(Saw Yi Hui)

+二年级+ 2B
我的隔壁:-陈玮盈-(Tan Vee Ying)
那时的她:我最记得她那时老说:“一山还有一山高”,那时我超羡慕她的成绩~
现在的她:至二年级以后就好像不认识彼此了,不过成绩还是一样的好~~~
note:
1) 这年就认识了-陈柔恩-(Chan Joe Ann)

+三年级+3B
我的隔壁:-卢瑞庭-(Loo Swee Ting)
那时的他:很搞笑风趣
现在的他:中学不同所以没联络,不过有他的MSN
note:
1) 妈妈的朋友-郑云丽老师-是我的班级任
2) 因为一次忘记带整叠的簿子(遗漏在补习班),当了两个星期的副班长就被吊销了 =___=
3) 坐我后面的-许志豪-通过PTS跳级了

+四年级+ 4M
我的隔壁:-谢素芬-(Chia Su Fen)
那时的她:暴力,是个巡查员
现在的她:在兴华看过她一次,没多大改变
note:
1) 坐我后面的是Michelle Ng Soo Yee 和 Aishah,我是她们中成绩最烂的 T__T
2) 我们四个喜欢用一本空簿子里面画-屋子,商店,睡房,演唱会......-用胶差代替人到各个地方
3) 从这年开始我痛恨数学 ==

+五年级+ 5B
我的隔壁:-杨伟圣- (Yeong Wilson)
那时的他:呃,感觉他好像很讨厌我 ==
现在的他:简直就像陌生人 ZZzzzz
note:
1) 认识了-林丽丽-(Lim Lay Lay),-丘思恩-(Hue Sze Ann),和Joe Ann形成4高人组
2)不知怎么突然染上不交功课的恶习 ==
3)被选去参加尝试比赛~~主导老师-刘国强老师-

+六年级+ 6B
我的隔壁:-丘思恩-(Hue Sze Ann)
那时的她:性格怪怪的左撇子,成绩超好
现在的她:中学去了Seri Kembangan 读,有sms我一次,后来就没有了
note:
1) 不交功课的坏习惯越来越严重
2)爱上了写华语作文
3)-丘日俊-(Khiew Jit Choon)是当年的班长~~
4)副班长是美女-郑诗惠-(Teh Sze Hui)

后记:
总之我的小学生活乱七八糟,那是朋友不是我的全部,那时真的不知道什么排第一, (是我忘了=_=) 好后悔没好好经营,一生的遗憾,小学的片断好像破破碎碎, 小学同学见面时的话题不多,本来去年有个小型聚会的,被Mr. Anwar的什么什么Protes搞砸了T_T 很多同学都变了,包括我咯~本来静到~~~~班上人不懂我存在的 == 失败~~现在我的好多了,起码像个人 @.@

附加:
3年级到6年级都有去一个补习班+安亲班,让我认识了
-张淑婷-(Teo Xsu Ting)
-陈巧怡-(Tan How Yee)
-陈葆琳-(Tan Poh Ling)
-陈心怡-(Tan Shin Yee)
-陈伦翰-(Tan Loon Han)
-郑楚卫-(Teh Joe Way)
-林雍盛-(Lim Yong Sheng)
-邱俊凯-(Khoo Derek)
还有很多很多很多很多
p/s: 我就是在那里开始我的乒乓的 XD
谢谢你Teacher Lisa~~

=== SEE HERE PLEASE ===
不好意思因为我写出全名,
因为我怕我以后会忘记,
希望未来的我有机会看到这个吧~
说真的
我超后悔 T_T
谢谢你们给的回忆
==== I MISS YOU ALL ====



THINKING OF YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU!!

感想:
为了写这个脑细胞不知道死了好几千个==
啊不过叻
值得啦
很难得突然想起那么多东西
感动T_T

Friday, April 3, 2009

KwangHua Sports Day + FullTimeDriver

i think i couldn't forget today FOREVER!!!
grrrrr...

go make some snacks or coffee and sit down listen my long ahma story ==

today was KwangHua SportDay
and we first time as alumni step in kwanghua

but
when we reached
we been blocked
W-H-Y?
"apa sal you orang pakai seksi-seksi masuk sekolah?" my dear cik push shout at us
me and siewfoong wearing short pants la
you guys and imagine larr
how short? wont so short de lar hor?
even wayna that kind of short pants also cannot enter!!!
that kind until knee de
walauehhh

later we saw xuelin wearing mini skirt
we thought she also will blocked by cik push
WHO KNOWS!!
she let her enter the school!!!
!@#$%^&
unfair unfair unfair unfair
T___T
no choice
we 4 (me, siewfoong, siewhoong and wayna) back to siewfoong house change pants
LONG PANTS

then drive back school again
now see they dare to block us or not
ZZZzzz
finally we enter laa

that day was so so hot
the pembarisan almost finish
cant see the miss rumah also T___T
but got 2 is from persatuan cina de
miss rumah A and miss rumah D
miss rumah B was xinyi
miss rumah C tak tau mat sui lei geh ==

taken few pics only paiseh ==



this year feel little people come back nia
not enough lively
ZZZzzz

we 4 having chit-chat at canteen
met loy and chiauhong
haha~chiauhong's botak was so funny XD

later just hanggin around until we beh tahan d we go to JJ bukit raja
think of wanna watch movie but time doesnt match
because i 1pm need to fetch my bro and his friends go back
ZZZzzz
and because of this i need to cancel my activity with my friends
ZZZZzzz

we chit-chat until 12.30 something bro keep call me d T____T
fetch sf and sh home d go fetch them lor
walau
got one fatty ==
somemore is 79KG de
i can feel my car slanting right side ==
terrible

placed them at home d then straight away go to office
just wanna touch my work then my mum called me to fetch her from Pantai Hospital
ZZZzzz
start my engine again ==
fetch her come back office d then i do some work
after 30 minutes like that she asked me to fetch her back that hospital again
then go back home fetch my bro and his friend go school for volleyball practice

when i reached home is already 4.30pm
and dad said i no need to go back office because now no work for me
suakk lor
i can manage my blog since now nobody at home
woohooo~~

later 7pm i need to fetch my bro from school
ZZZzzz
do you realize that?
i drove for whole day
ZZZzzz
as a newbie
already overload lar i think T____T
that day somemore is a volatile day
emotion so pek cek but still need to become driver
haizz

taken while i'm driving

after reach home
my big bro called
he asked me to fetch him at bukit tinggi
then send him to a friend house take something
THEN fetch his cutie little GF to bus station
walauuuehhhhh

that day my butt cramps d
i mean it
thats true T___T
hope it wont happen again
NIGHTMARE FOR ME
T__________T

p/s: maybe i write until not that kaolat, but the truth is really very kao lat ==

Friday, March 27, 2009

recent life

well well i doing fine recently
stable job
doing same routine~~
bla bla bla

ok erm
these days i become my mum driver
you guys might think not big deal
but for me
OH MY GOD
terrible and horrible
i am so tension when she's beside me!
always need to apply sudden brake
sucks man
she just let me nervous!!!!

and
i changed my spec border
but not obvious
seems just like that previous one =)

still considering the "lens"
but i think the answer mostly is NO
not from my parents
is my personal problem
will tell more about this in the next post
sorry for all my friends who selling lens XD
i cant attracted by the prices
but if you ask i will find some customers for you all XP
new spec look ==


okay the last one
i still worry about the college i gonna to go --TAYLORS
saw lay yi's blog
she wrote that people who study at Taylors will become materialistic and like to show off
especially girls
well i fear that i will be a member of them
aiks
dont know how to do laa

everyone here
save me if i being like that k? ==

connection these days sucks
and i'm lazy to blog
paiseh la ==

hand itchy itchy these day~
long long long time no edit pic d
hehe~
lai show time! LOL

hmm
realize the colour? ==
background is black and white while i am in COLOUR!
hohoho


ZZZzz


ermm

overall
I AM LACK OF IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY!!!
all idea lost d
become aunty liao T.T

Friday, January 23, 2009

oh gosh~
finally made up a conclusion for my college =.=
a day me and my dad go to take a look for Stamford and Taylors
the first station is Stamford College
well
i dont like here
especially it's outfit and facility
Stamford placed in a small building and opposite is supermarket =.=
oh gosh
i hate this kind of enviroment
i want my Curtin laaaa T^T
under the leading of ermm "counseller"? no lar just a office girl~huhu
she take us walk around
walauehh
so small ehh=.=
so Stamford wasn't my choice, anymore XD
come next~~
Taylor's University College~~~
woohoo~~
heard about it for long long time ago
it is famous and
EXPENSIVE~duhh
many rich guy rich girl study here
and their wearings and attitude is totally errm...high class?
scared been bullied there T^T LOLz
we get a counseller there
expert one ^^
he explained many many for us
so we two know more about continuous studies~haha!
final
i going to study International Canadian Pre-U
seems i cant make sure what i want to study yet
mr alvin (da' counseller) suggest me to study pre-u first
lolz
i think that's all
haha~
who's going to accompany at taylor? T^T

Monday, January 5, 2009

Bro In Kwang Hua

today school reopen
but i am not going to school anymore
not kwang hua anymore!! T^T
this time is my bro
i am senior for he
ha~
ex-student of kwang hua bring newbie from taman rashna
woohoo~~
ZZZzzz
he was so so nervous that when his friend told him they can't found his name on the list
wait until today we only go to see
cecilia bring his bro come too^^
and she helped me to find my bro's name
he is in 1J ^^
he meet many of his friends there LOL
dont want me jor T^T
joking lar
at kwang hua i also met yewping, jiayap and siokyee
they said this week wednesday, thursday and friday softball having a promotion and ask us to come for help
ha~i will go if i free^^
force my bro join softball~~huhu
oh gosh
when step out kwang hua i got a feel that dont want to leave
i miss kwang hua
i miss everything i done inside
whatever good or bad
i miss it badly
how good if time can freeze
how good if i never grow up
i wanna go back to school!!
i hate life now
no targets
no dreams
like a dead-alive person
i hate it so much
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!
i waiting for chinese new year
i waiting for NS
i waiting for go back to study life
i want it i want it i want it T^T

Monday, December 8, 2008

today morning go to taylor's see around
there got fair and alan wu is coming for give a talk
well i am not so siao he larr
just follow the crowd lor
lol
taylor's business school outside looks like an office LOL
and taylor's another school (forgot what name d)is that place having the fair
uuhhmm
alan wu's talks haven't start so me and my dad go to listen for the hospitality
dad listened the speech by mr.XX from PWTC he changed the view for hospitality
before this my dad thought hospitality is that kind work at hotel
duhzz
i already told him that but he dont want to listen and keep ask me dont choose
SEE? SEE? told you hospitality not that low class okay??
SEE? SEE? i already changed my mind not to choose that now you want me to change again?
dont siao lar uncle!! ZZZZzz
only one disadvantage for this course
people enjoy their holiday but we need to work!!! T^T
i dont know lar i dont know lar
i really dont know want to choose larrr
i like to cook
i like to bake
i like design
i like computer
i like to write
i like to explore human's mind
arrrggghhh
what should i study????
someone can show me the direction???
i scared make the wrong decision
i scared when i graduated no one hires me
i
scared people look down for what i study
i scared i scared i scared!!!

Monday, October 6, 2008

trial result!!

oh man~
one week holiday pass so fast
is the time to get my trial result
aiks
some are expected but some really surprising me!
BM-65
BI-56
BC-73
SCIENCE-64
MATH-50
P.MORAL-40
EA-46
K.CINA-40
-subjects haven't get-
SEJARAH
P.AKAUN
P.SENI
the first subject i get today is kesusasteraan cina
honesty i dint study this subject at all
it is too much and not enough time to study
last time exam is use up 2 or 3 sheets of paper to write
but this time just one piece of paper
luckily i dint fail this subject although i write to little
thanks puan tan ^^
next one is Pendidikan Moral
the subject that most disappointed me
i forget not to leave blank for esei!
OH MY GOD~~~~
if i remember that i can get higher marks!
hope when SPM i wont repeat the mistake again
NEVER!!
next on~
MATH~~
i usually failed this paper in every exam
but this time i asked my friend wayna to teach me
and i promise she if i score C or above i will spent she eat whatever she wants!
hope she wont choose what windmill or any expensive one T^T
hope i can keep this level when at SPM
i am not greedy
pass is enough for me ^^
oh my oh my
it's BM period
everyone was so nervous about their result
this subject will affect them whether get their graduation cert or not
when math period i told my friend beside me chin se that i hope i can get B this time
my BM keep improving this year
last time was 50 so this time i wish i can get higher
ha~
so happy that i get 65
still the highest in class ^^
hohoho~
and our 羊咩咩一族 all passed our BM
cheers!!
really should celebrate^^
now is science
puan thulasi said that i shouldn't have this kind of result
i can do it better
sorry teacher i dont know what happened and i dont know why i will get this mark
i swear i got study
push give back our paper although today dint have her period
believe that tomorrow she going to discuss
aiks
46 only
not so good
quite jealous two guys sit behind me
they get 4 or 5 A's recently
me? only 1 A2
but at least dint failed any subject YET
hope my sejarah and akaun will pass
heard that our class this time got people pass her/his sejarah
hohohoho~
dont know who the lucky one!
HOPE IS ME!! XD

Friday, September 19, 2008

stupid cheese!!

remember that day i miss my english paper 1??
yea right
that's is a unforgettable scene for me FOREVER!!
the feel of
not willingly keep turns up
why i can miss a chance get get an A??
how can i give it up???
even my parents ask me to re-test
but most of my friend said that there is no any re-test for any subject
TOTALLY DOWN
finally last friday
i asked puan darina-my english teacher that whether i can sit for me english paper 1 or not
had not thought unexpectedly that she agree to let me take that paper
so touching
THANKS PUAN DARINA!!!
she asked me to sit in the class and start writing
WRITE WRITE WRITE WRITE WRITE
the time for the paper is 1 hour and 30 minutes
but i finished it with 1 hours
2 piece of papers full with words =.=
my english is no A for sure
but i hope at least can get a B
if i dint do my paper 1
SURELY FAILED
i dont want my english failed okay?
it is so embrassing for me!! T.T
AFTER A WEEK
today our class got 21 people present
some of them is always present
but SOME come to school can say is MIRACLE
suspect 1-MR Tee Chee Lin
no idea why he come
heard that he thought today got maths paper
suspect 2-Lao Eh
he said that at the first he decided dont want to come but dont know why come unconsciously =.= i said that he missing school
we gonna graduate soon!! OMG
puan darina marking our paper 1 today
T.T i get 56 for this paper
at the first hong yee was the highest 65
when teacher marking chiau hong's
everyone teasing hong yee that chiau hong's mark will higher than he and more than he 1 marks
because that time he know he was the highest in class he started show off *so bad*
that time teacher marking we all said that is hong yee PK chiau hong
LASTLY
chiau hong with 66 defeat that sibeh chuan de "red fish" LOL
my marks shoudn't that little
that cheese's fault!!
WuuWWuuuWuuuu
my A!!!
thanks for god blessing
he return my A for me with the BC subject!!
HOOORAAYYY
it's A2 73%!!
our class got 4 person get A
but only me is the most safe one
other 3 person owe homework from teacher
their marks will be reduced if they not going to pass up their homework
HOhOHoo~~
happy day~
chen yee asked me to fetch she to bus station but i forget about it totally
OPPs
paiseh
monday you can scold me T.T

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Saturday Life~

today is saturday but still need to go to school
is to replace the holiday for hari raya
our class just 21 peoeple present
only 4 boys
zheng hao, hong yee, wei hong and khai chwin
last 3 person i dint expect they will come lor
quite shock when saw them @.@
the reason i attend to school because later got tuition at A1
today wayna finally give those teachers the comment paper to write
puan saroja, puan thulasi and encik romeeza had receive
encik romeeza turn back the paper to us which filled with chinese words
is chih yin them write de
when wayna ask him to write in malay and serious he refuse to do
say what special mar
i am so GERAM
chih yin that gang keep talking laughing around him
while we this gang-siew foong, wayna, me and 4 boys playing phone, chatting....
quite bored but i dint sleep! LOL
after school me and wayna sit her bus go to eng ann
today we eat 你家炸鸡
when i finding place to sit there's 2 people are smoking and the smell is so so so uncomfortable
YUCKSS
i hate smokers!
2pm to 5pm tuition-ing
yesterday mum told me she decided to celebrate my dad birthday with show out his old photo LOL
ask me to make video and do cheese cake
walaoeh auntie ar
i never do video before de leh
cheese cake mou man tai lor of course~
before going back i go bakers mall buy cream cheese and some ingredient
later walk to kp sit bus go home
parents go JB XD

Friday, July 18, 2008

my choice

our school having education fair today
this fair is something like a exhibition for those college and university for form 5 student to make a choice in future
well
i had moved around the fair
got some information

my first station~MIB-Malaysian Institute of Baking
the booklet with a free cookie~XD


Reliance College-there's a course that 2 years and 6 months
after finish class can get 2 degree in the same time-business and hotel management
not bad right?


Cilantro-just near my house, bukit tinggi there LOL


an agent to help us on other country university


my another choice XD
Stewardess~~~


been attracted by the word "Welcome To The World Of Flying"


Flamingo~not bad too
i interested on many things T^T
is hard to choose what i wanna study
culinary, baking, design, computer, HRM, become air stewardess bla bla bla bla~~~
help~~
having softball agm today~
another son-yew ping been chosen become da mr. president
siok yee the vice
and jia yap is the secretary
opps
i haven't receive my elaun RM 21 XD
hope our softball MP can success ba~XP

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

i am LOST

i LOST again
i broke my promise again
i told myself to start hardworking from MAY
but now is already JULY
i done nothing at all
except for doing accounts notes lar
but that not enough at all
dad told me now better start do revision
left few months only
if not really cant catch up
haizz
lost my energy
lost my spirit
lost my determination
lost my power to move forward
what i am doing everyday actually??
dreaming in class
playing computer
copying homework
talking with friends
discussing those nonsense
these are not helping me to score better is SPM
what should i do?
my mum asked me to drink 鸡精
the taste is so so disgusting larr
never try that again T^T
well
hope this will cheer me up!

Thursday, July 3, 2008

5a4 end year trip

5a4 end year trip

i hope i could join that without any quarrel and argue
guys
please give full co-operation
just follow what's the leader tell
don't just keep giving opinion but dint have any action on this
like today miss OCY
she keep telling us not to go GENTING because there's bored and everyone can go there anytime
and she also said she is not going to our trip
after that SYL agree with she
OH MY GOD
i thinks she just trying to broke up our class's friendship
seriously
i not very like that girl but she dint treat me badly sometimes even gave me chocolate
today just quite angry in class
when starting
we had asked about the opinion of the trip
everyone had agree about the price
but today all of them changed their mind and said that they not going
WTH is this?
is 5a4 a class like to breaking word?
i don't think so
we not such bad k?
c'mon 5a4
i really wanted to end my high school life happily and peaceful with this trip
you all too right?
gambateh for you all!!
after graduate believe that we won't have many chance to meet others
so please please don't give out any problem to us again
we still trying our best to manage our class's activities nicely ok?

Monday, June 30, 2008

Macdonald's run

wayna and me joined da mcd (olimpic day run)at dataran merdeka today
5.30am we need to reach school
when about 5.15am i am still sleeping
wayna called me by phone and tell me she already reached
OH MY GOD
so early @.@
after 20mins i arrive school d
after take the t-shirt we gonna change it
inside the t-shirt plastic bag
i saw this ^^










actually i not very like apple pie lar
just keep it for fun ^^
at bus me, wayna and kim hoon sit at the most back site of the bus
oh yeah
the place which can sit 5 people
and there is very very jolting
although we are tired but cannot fall asleep
pity us XD
after 45mins we finally reach there
we saw this










ronald mcdonald! muahahaha
he is shorter than me =.=v
and then is our ss time













her phone














my camera^^
which you most prefer? XD
the run is start
and the distance is 7km
i think this run maybe less people so those people who run at the back is very little
so we're obviously seems slower
me and kim hoon keeping walking faster
wayna stomuch ache so she walk slowly
about 55mins we finally finish de run!!
there's FREE milo, vitagen, ribena and ice-cream
woohoo~~
i drank 3 cups of milo, 2 vitagen, 2 ribena and 1 ice-cream
stomuch full d XD
and i bring a vitagen back to home decide to give my bro
but at last i drink it
the proof ^^


it's LESS SUGAR~ LOL

enjoying~XD
nicky having a cut hair today
and the stylist is--MY MUM!

is he enjoying? i don't think so~XD

da new look!


looks sleepy ZZZzz


nice posture! XD


this is what i called -PUNK!
hmm
and there's some ss pic of Me- of course~

me~

my "future" car?

it's sunday ^^
when night we having sushi~
at funa zuzhi~
muahahaha
but my mouth still pain so i din't eat so much
kari chng's fault T^T
after back home we having big cleaning for our study room
and i found this ^^

old time photo when my 8th uncle wedding
everyone look so so young
muahahaah~~spot me?
tomorrow having P license exam!
GAMBATEH!!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

teardrops

i cried today
it's terrible cry
i think it took a long time
the argue between me and my dad had burst up
just because i hate that he had made a wrong decision on choosing my class stream
kesusasteraan china he choose
well
that's not my choice at the first time
i was wanted to get into science class
although that's quite behind class
but as long it is SCIENCE STREAM
5A4 2008 known as the first kesusasteraan china in SMJK Kwang Hua
should i be proud of it?
my final answer: NO
5a4 with a name of kesusasteraan china so they get behind of 5a3 a.k.a account plus add math class
the position of our class show others that we're much better than 5a5-the account plus art class
but the truth is
we're worst than 5a6
not only our result and our disiplin too
our class had made many teachers disappointed on us
i think student of 5A4 mostly not interested in that china's literature
i think that is just a excuse not to take add math and art
is it right?
this class is out of my expectation much much more
i thought peoples who chosen this class might love literature and have lots of knowledge about china
i told my dad that he shouldn't ask me to get in that class
it's sucks
i think i got the ability to handle those physics, chemistry biology and so on
and i can drop add maths in SPM
so not much problem i in science class
but my father don't think so
with his experience
i thinks that those subject will beat me flat
it was a stress for who being in science stream
besides
he this my class is that bad i need to work more hard to show teacher i am different from that
maybe i had feel comfortable at that class and get into their "cultural" like sleep in class, not handing up homeworks and etc.
i thinks that's quite difficult to get me back to normal
a hardworking, determine girl
i found that my memory become worse and worse
Oh My God
i can't fight with my dad
just cry
cries out all my sadness
cries out all stupid thinkings
the next day
everything back to normal
GIRL, JUST ACCEPT YOUR DESTINY,BUT YOU CAN CHANGE IT, MAKE YOUR LIFE COLORFUL AND SHINING!

Friday, June 20, 2008

sleepy day ZZZzzz

actually what happened today i not very remember
but i try ^^
today i planned to stay back at school to do seni folio
so i bring those art block, color pencil...bla bla bla go to school
after reach school i follow siew foong go a6 to ask that anyone can help to keep my things because i scared my artwork and color pencil will stolen by people
the reason i ask siew foong's help is i don't know a6 people so paiseh lo XD
but pei yi and siau kee them say no need to keep
just put a side no body will stole it
at that time
i saw XXX and XXX kissing in class
OH MY GOD
they won't feel shame d leh
they don't know other people saw it will feel embrassing de meh
yerrr
ermmm
when maths period
everyone in class is so so QUIET
why? change good d ar XD
me and chin se playing there
and i go play her scar at her arm leh
i press it and then chin se shout/said "yer"
i thought it not too loud but why all people turn back to see us? =.=
so xia sui leh
paiseh larr
after maths period jie sen come and find me
he asked me whether want to join ping pong competition or not
haha
of course lar
why reject?
wen tin also take part
jie sen don't know where's jing shan's class
so ask me to walk with he
then go out lor
without pass
LOL
jing shan not in class
they PJ period
we met her at pbsm room there
she also want to take part
but tsien lee not
she want to pia ceh d
by the way
the date of competition is near SPM TRIAL
how i die?
jing shan write name d i go toilet
met cecilia and sueh hooi
hahaha
so ngam
but go in class account teacher is there d
i din't listen to her teaching lar
i show off-ing the photo i take in taiwan
is want to post up at school magazine de XD
wen tin hand up her drawings too
nice~is couple ^^
today saroja din't come~~
boys keep playing aluba at BM period
sien =.= chiau hong and jk kena =.=
and another class de elvis =.=
wooohoooo
ermm..
recess time is bored lar
then EA yen loong still the fishing one XD
i too sleepy d don't know what push talking
then go tuition lor
walau eh
puan yong do to 双眼皮 !!
is extremely weird !!
=.=
today just do rumusan ~~~
then sit eu jing's car go school
reach bilik seni
saw hanson
he called me
then i go nearer lor
then he beat my head AGAIN =.=
walau eh
will get shorter de lar
i don't want lehh
everyone using light box
only me nothing to do
siennn
siew foong havent come
i decide go home lor
SLEEP
tomorrow got ping pong traing~~
yeahh
long time din't touch d
and nana coming too
just for fun lar
1pm we got sejarah with sivakumar XD

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

dizzy wednesday

hooray!!
i received AFS's letter yesterday~~~
they asked me attend an interview next tuesday~~~
woooo
so curious what they will ask
dad said they will ask about malaysia
and he asked me a question:
what is malaysia's capital?
oh gosh
what's that?
i thought is the speciality of malaysia
i said : KLCC
my dad kena boom
he said i no need go d
sure cannot pass
so hurt lar =.=
somemore my english so poor
and din't have much experience on language speaking
then SEI LOR DIE DIE LOR
amitofor arrr
i really wanted to go lehh
please help me pass lehh
and today finally take pic jor
not use my camera lar
don't know what the pass use for
wasting paper only XD
and
errmmm
today ar
i don't know why i so pia
keep writing and seldom talk
sleep too much d gua XD

Monday, June 16, 2008

monday school life

yesterday wayna sms me tell me to bring camera
hui lan said tuesday school magazine gonna collect class photo d
my sms-ed to all classmate that in my phone
total 19 XD
at last din't take at last
the reason is---i also don't know XP
everyone talks about new principle coming
and he will appear at the perhimpunan today
but today din't saw he at all
CEH
all craps laa
today actually got moral and ekonomi asas test
but i din't read at all
moral save lor
don't know why saroja so good let us go
but ekonomi cham lor
don't know how to do at all
die die lor
when science
i lost my ruler
that rm6 from japan de
at last found at the bag put boots de
siew foong return it to me today LOLZ
today i sit bus go home lar
heavy you know?
just now bath nicky jor
sien
lazy to do sugu's account
HELP~!