Picking flowers in the early hours.
Friday, June 26, 2009

The Way I Am - Ingrid Michaelson

Honestly uh, one day I will get poisoned from chewing on plastic too much. Chewing on my cable ties, chewing on straws, chewed on plastic forks, chewed on straws, chewed on straws, chewed more straws and more cable ties and straws and cable ties and cable ties.....

I cannot stop chewing, I kind of think that it's my alternative to smoking. I am trying to curb sthe cravings that strike every 5 – 7 minutes. Yes, I did calculate the intervals. It’s not like I have a lot of cash to spare right? And not like I have many $11.20’s to go around tarring my lungs and all right?

That’s not the point. I’ve concurred that I should stop, regardless of whatever reasons I may come up with to not quit but yes, I have to. I just have to.

The sporadic screaming and random tsunamis of sudden PMS attacks when it’s not even PMS season is just bloody draining. Still don’t know what’s going on and it shall remain status quo until things start to brighten up. I don’t know when, how or what, but I truly madly deeply hope that I don’t die before the quarantine ends.

I still want to do school stuff like walk to school and grumble, feeling the wind in my hair which will never ever get out of my fais. Talk about boys, music and what not. Talk to Kimmy, Lizzy and Stevie about random happenings and crack into hysterical fits when Kimmy/Stevie does something like robot dancing whilst saying the phrase which is coincidently someone’s name. Or just sleeping in my hoodie on Food Haven’s horribly dirty tables but I don’t really care because I’m so tired and all.

I miss school, a lot, probably because it’s my sole distraction from frustrating stuff like _________ and sometimes _________.

Every day, every single fucking day, I convince myself that there are at least 3.5 billion of people out there who are in a state far off than I am in.

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7:53:00 PM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

China White - He Is Legend

We have officially been quarantined, just us the Year 1s, albeit being in the same building/area/complex as us. All of our seniors have not been quarantined. Hmm. Oh well, doesn't really bother me that much.

I'll only miss hugging Lizzypoopants and Hakimballs, maybe my attempts to kill Stevie but that's not the point.

Man, still got to wake up at 8:30 in my pjs to get work done. Boring or whut.


Peas ya'll.

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11:44:00 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

Tekno Love Song - Coco Rosie

To everybody who rejoiced the moment you thought you could skip school,

Maybe RP's trying to minimize the spread of the flu viruses and they decided to switch off all the air conditioners in school. It's horribly stuffy around here. Fux.

There was a rumor spreading around, mentioning that W1 & W3 has like H1N1 Influenza viruses spreading. I honestly think whoever was the one who spreaded the rumor should be shot dead. I mean, honestly! you're just making fun out of the patients' agony. Funny ah? Like rejoicing and all 'cus we have H1N1 Viruses around so that YOU can get a few days off your unproductive life.

Fucking annoyed by the outbursts of happiness from people just because there is a chance to extend the school holidays. So happy for holidays then don't fucking come to school. Just stay at home and pray for the next holocust to happen or something. So we don't need to do Math and Science.

Speaking of which, I got an E for Math. Why am I not surprised.

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1:21:00 PM

Friday, June 19, 2009

XXZXCUZX Me - Crystal Castles

I just decided to blog since there is nothing much to do whilst waiting for 4:30pm to come. Currently sitting my arse at W4 waiting with Beng Beng listening to Electronic + Hardcore.

So what happened in class today. Had Science which wasn't that bad, mainly 'cus I was with my Dream Team :) Ahmad, Rafi, Mei and Fi, it's fucking shiok to work with people you can work with. I was motivated to get some shit done. Not that bad, until Derk mentioned the release of Enterprise Skills grade and I got a C, fucking depressing but yeah.

It was because Linny me, didn't pay much attention.

Oh well, I deserve what I deserved.
















Sheesh, a C? Harsh man.

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3:50:00 PM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Bird Priest - Ratatat

I had a long list of things to blog about but they all slipped my mind. I was about to fall into a deeep deeep coma whilst doing Law Proof today, went a huge round and decided to heck it and just plonk in "preponderance of the evidence" and "beyond a reasonable doubt". Whilst explaining, realized everybody gave blank faces but Andrew. I think it was quite bad... Used Uthayan as my example and it was quite funny.

So one day I got bored and saw pink and blue cable ties at BookLink so I bought and made all of them tie cable ties on their wrists. Steve-O and Kimballs have royal skin so they removed it. I think it looks pretty spiffy, either that or I'm just bored.

We sat around W4 and chatted about sex whilst Pinoy boy Steve-O went on with his "aku praying siol" and hid under his hoodie. That Pinoy cracks me up.

Um. Pamela came to school today! Hi 美人!

That's about it....


I cannot speak properly to Mom anymore, I know something is bugging/pissing her off but being the 17 going on 18 typical rebellious teen I am, I cannot hold a proper conversation with her without sounding like a barbarian. I cannot stand it when she treats Boston like a gem and whatever I trained goes down to the fahking drain and I need to re-teach Boston everything over again.

Rah!


I need a harg.

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9:08:00 PM

Thursday, June 4, 2009

We Are Your Friends - Justice VS Simian

Worst week of PMS ever, pre PMS week was horrible, actual week is horribler. I can't believe I don't have a PMS tag for my blog entries, AMAZING.

My current Facebook status update. It's pretty badass :
Lin Xi Just wants to sit here with her jasmine green tea + malt tea + red tea + chamomile tea + whatever tea i can find in my house and not move at all. Fuck you all beings and animal poachers, fuck you to the moon and back.
Was on MSN with Hakimballs and realized that my name sounds weird with any given last name. I kind of blame the "X", it kinds of make everything else weird.

Momsie was an angel and sent my Fushitsu to Funan. Fullofshitjitsu. Fucking laptop wasted approximately 574 hours of my time waiting for it to boot up before crashing a million times. I still love her tough, albeit badly scratched and full of fur everywhere. Lizzy's Fushitsu decided to go all trippy with her and gave her bright pink fuschia screens. It was bloody trippy and it burns your eyes.

Fushitsu.

Oh well. I is gonna skip Sheesha trip with the pretty boys pretty girls of CCC 'cus of work on Friday. Nobody to make turtles with huh, Kimballs! :(


CSI. CSI. CSI.
I be CSI-ing you.




Kust jidding.

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12:01:00 PM

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Boats & Birds - Gregory and The Hawk

So I'm watching Prison Break now, it makes me shift around in my seat. The show is just way too cliff-hanging for my liking but I still like it. I know, contradictions.

UTs are over but thanks to the great invention of computers, it caused us to have 2 retakes. Thanks to the god forbidden technical glitches. We have to retake our tests, thanks a lot, wires and screw bolts. Thanks.

I don't really know what to blog about, honestly. It's just school school school school, Hakimballs and Lizzy, W4 canteen food, the occasional South canteen visits, slacking at TRCC, singing songs, making turtles, laughing, having fun, laughing, snorting and long bus rides home. Adding on to the list this week, a rather cute guy from EMP. That phase would probably die off soon, like other perishable stuff, boys die off.

Honestly speaking, having Boston around beats having a boyfriend. So my next answer to people's questions like,"why you no boyfriend har?" I'd probably retort that Boston makes a great husband.

Who will be the person next to me when I wake up smelling like drool?
Boston.
Who will be the person next to me when I'm using my laptop, studying?
Boston.
Who will continue to kiss me after slapping on his muzzle?
Boston.
Who will always always always give me the cutest cutest of all possible emotions when I'm busy behind the counters?
Boston.
Who is still having seperation anxiety when I move off to somewhere else?
Boston :)

Dogs (Specifically Boston (: ) > Men.

Hakimballs been telling me things like how I put on a strong front and how I do not make the first move and things like that. So, Linny's going to be single for a long long time? I guess there's no answer to me getting a boyfriend soon. It's nice to have companion but I still don't believe in making the first move. I'd probably won't be less clumsy/hard-headed/stubborn anytime soon.

This post doesn't make sense at all.

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9:22:00 PM

Monday, February 2, 2009

Back In Black - ACDC 

Today I feel so horribly lonely because I chose to head down to RP alone. I needed to have a feel of how it was like to travel alone, go to a new school alone, get out of the school alone, find a particular place in the compound alone and all that jazz. I;m going to rant about Poly stuff and if you think it's irksome, just fuck off. (am not directing this to anyone in particular, get this straight). 

On second thoughts, I wouldn't say it was horrible, feeling horribly lonely is probably just the drama queen in me talking. Spoke to Dr. Chris Woo for a little while and I guess it didn't really change much of my stereotypical mindset with regards to RP. RP, deny it as much as you want, many of you (including myself) think that RP is a horrible place to be in. Comparing it's Cut Off Points (COP) with the 4 other reputable and established schools, RP is last in every single possible way. 

Sure I didn't get into NP, sure I know tonnes more about NP compared to RP. Heck I know where are the vending machines located at NP and I don't even know how to get to RP. I took a freaking cab from Woodlands Interchange because I read Nick's reply wrongly. I swore and crossed my heart I will never study in RP but towards the end... I knew after getting a D7 for Mathematics, I'm not going to get into a reputable Polytechnic. 

It's like getting an A2 for Chinese, B3 for English and F&N and B4 for Humanities and Sciences and at the end of everything, I felt that it was all redundant.  Redundant, useless, practically worthless and everything else in between... 

I guess I just need to hope that I will grow to like RP, albeit having 99% of my friends and acquaintances to be studying and pursuing their diplomas at NP. I need to find a way out, somehow. 

I've been told that "RP sucks", "RP is damn slack", "RP's diploma certificate is not recognized" etc etc. I said, "RP is ITE without the uniform". At the end of the day, I'm going to just say, I'm doing this for myself. I probably learnt my lesson and would never say that "this school sucks". Any school in fact, be it RP or some other random school that everyone else stereotypes.

I hope RP is not slack at all. I cannot imagine having slacking lessons and slacking my way through a year. I cannot stand slacking after half a year. I've been slacking for so long, if I continue to slack, I would probably turn into goo. 

RP in the morning tomorrow, need to go fill up some forms and stuff... 30 minutes bus ride, shall bring a copy or two of Nat Geo and not stare into blank space and realizing after 15 minutes into the journey, I'm tearing

因为我没事了,也该是时候长大。
ShawnChee, 别气馁,一起加油努力。  

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