We sure miss Our Dev more than you can know.
At random times since Devin's passing we have had tears of sadness, memories of joy and questions galore from our little children. I have times I just burst into tears rather it is driving down the road, looking at pictures, or seeing something in my children that remind me of him.
I look back through pictures and cannot help but see the sweet loving ways he had with each of my children. I am so grateful for all the times we were able to spend together as family. We miss his unique smile, his laugh, his teasing, and helping out in anyway he could. He was a MAJOR part of their lives.
So it should be no surprise to me that they still mourn his passing. Rather it is request for pictures in their room, wondering what he is doing now, or just a quiet little, "I miss Devin" with misty eyes...it pulls at my heart and makes me so grateful for the Gospel of Jesus Christ, the knowledge that I know we will see him again and that I have answers to those sweet little questions.
It will sure be a happy day for these four little ones when they are able to see him again.
So when this little note came home today I realized even more that we need to be more aware of our sweet little ones and the loss that they went through.
I didn't realize this worry was going on my little Em's heart.
Life sure throws some lessons at us. Some are short easy lessons, some seem to never end and some leave an empty spot in our hearts. I am sure grateful for the atonement of Jesus Christ that gets us through with comfort and peace.
We are grateful for every second we were blessed to have Devin in our lives.