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Time for some updates..

Cleared material sci paper today. Left with 7 papers more.Alll the way till 8dec. Its a long and torturing journey. But yet when i think of BKK trip, everything seems lighter :0

Today is the last material science lecture that Yting Vivian and i will be sitting together in the same hall and having lessons togother. It just lead me back to 7years ago when both Yting and I were sitting in the same class. :)

As usual, the 3 of us have a fun time hanging out together... :) I bet friends support is really important, especially in a compeititve environment...

I will hold on there, hang on strong. Even if i fail, i will study harder and retake the module, if i duno i will study til i know, i believe so long as i keep on trying i will surely get the result that i desired.

Especially when i see my mum being so worried for me, i really feel bad. And each time before i go for a test she will write me a quote :). Im so glad that she is so supportive of me.

The journey ahead is long and tiring and miserable, but i hope i can pull through.

During the weekends.. Im really affected by something...

Dun look down on me. I didnt choose to be in all this shit. Everyone knows what was my aspiration a few yrs back. But because i didnt do well in my o levels i hav to go for engineering courses which i hated. But i didnt let myself down, i did my best even in the deepest shit. And right now just as i started to develop more interest in materials sci n semiconductor, dun tell me this is a bad field. This is the only hope i have right now. Dun crash my hope. And from 3months ago when i decided to tak this course, i have already told myself that i will be an engineer 3years later. That is it.

Words are words. Perhaps sometimes you all didnt mean it. But somehow that is very discouraging. Hais.

I never regret my choice. and i will make the best out of the worst. Dun give me any conclusion yet, up til one day you see me rise.