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Well,what i can say  is 'I NEED LUCKssss!'my oct is totally messed up with lots of problems.

For instance,friendship,assignments,self stuff,projects blah..which drove me nut.OMG!my october was suckz.

I do not know what happened to me,myself.

Screwed up with almost everything i did.

Too stressed of projects,muet exam , studies,friendship and every minor stuffs!I just can't control my emotion!

Then i'd fallen sick,fever and started thinking nonsense stuff.

I was all about depressed.To be honest,i thought of someone holding a knife and standing beside my bed when i was sleeping,as in somebody is going to kill me,then tensed up,anxious and can't sleep well.

Then i was shocked for myself on the next morning,wondered why i did thought so and so on.

God...what happened..

After all,i tried to talk to my friends,classmates and of course my lovely family.Then things get well and smooth after my project and Muet speaking done.Somemore my sweet mummy cheered me up when i was depressed and she was just sweet(Thanks,i love you mummy!).Well,i have to mention about my cute sis too,she did a lot for me ,thanks 'blue'(you know what i meant),haha.

Besides,the things that kept crossing my mind was that whether or not to go back home during this coming deepavali hols,which was a source of tension too.I missed my home,serious homesick.

However,i decided not to go back at the end,i had my own reasons.:(

Phew...finally reached the end of the month,i m looking forward to my 'fresh' Nov!!I hope it will be a better,good,lucky,fortunate++ month for me.Perhaps!oo no..is..PLease!