My darling girl is gonna wake up from her very short 4 hour nap to do some 'Qing ming' festival thingy. Heehee, and I'm still online. Oh God.. I shall get my bum to bed now!

I intruded her Ljournal & this, but I'm too lazy to update mine. Goodness. I can't wait seriously, for another fun day out? Swimming again, pleaaaase! Pleaaase? I think this time, I will find a board or float. Geez baby is a very good swimmer, and she tried to teach me but.. er, I guess hydrophobia got the best of me!

I loveeee you!
Hearts hearts hugs kisses

Your love,
Veek-tall-real

I've not been updating anything these few days, probably because I really think that I'm cinderalla. Not really like the fairytale but with similarities. I don't have a step mother, neither do I have 2 step sisters. Well, my sisters aren't evil in any ways though. Just my mum. I'm the ugly cinderalla but the ball that cineralla has to go to is a dance ball. Mine's a rugby ball. Life sucks. Especially when I got into trouble with my parents. Nothing changes, now I can't wait to get 18. It's the age my dad promised to give me some of their intended freedom. I hope he lives up to his word. Well, I miss rugby, my team mates, coach and the ball. It's really nice of Boo because she wants to pay my parents a visit if she needs to.

I may be sick but I'm still glad to say that it's the number 5 today.

I think that there are many reasons for me to still be happy from yesterday. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTORIA LIM SIEW CHING. HAHA




I know that you feel that a day after your birthday is sucky, but I do hope that yesterday's surprise is one of the most successful one. Cheer up girl! It'll be fine by tomorrow ok?

I must say that it's difficult to make you convinced that I planned it with Eunice, but thank God you believed me. I guess it's my acting. HAHA. I haven't got any pictures yet, but I'll post more of it right after I get some of them.

But just a little of what happened yesterday, I went over to Vic's house and we got on Bus 5 to town and ate durian snow skin, I can't remember what it's called but it's awww-somee! It's a stall in Far East.

Next stop, Swensen's for ice-cream and we went to see Willy walla at Scotts Isetan, right after that we accompanied her to eat at Far East and then we parted, me and Vic went to walk around in Wisma and we got something from Cotton On. A secret between me and Vic. HAHA :D We made our way to Heeren, hoping that we might be able to get one of her items off from her wish list but there wasn't much variety and I was really moody after that. NO EASTPAK BAG PRESENT FOR VIC! Sigh. Sorry about it.

Things got better when we took the bus 143 to vivo. I was busy sms-ing Eunice and the rest because I made reservations for 8 but Vic thought it was only me and her. HEH!! Distracted her by singing songs. You know I hate to sing songs but it was the princess's birthday and I made a special exception. I'm good right? :D It was a long ride and we thought we missed the stop but we played the song game and calm our nerves down.

The best of all, I told the Hogs Breath usher: "Hello! I'm Amanda and I believe I've made reservations for 2?" So she brought us in and we had a table right inside, with Eunice, Der, Jen and Lixin already seated with the menu high enough to cover their faces, Vic found is suspicious and they revealed themselves. Err, not the surprise yet. They asked Vic why she was there and all. Vic was kinda pissed because she thought they went to dinner on her birthday without calling her to join them. HAHA. They left me with her alone as they went to the toilet and I was nervous. But good cover ABL. :D

We ordered and ate with them, Kervon and Crystal came along and they ate. Finally the surprise, the cake they bought and I must say, we succeeded people!! HAHA! More updates to come.

I'm not emo about rugby lah. I just feel like it's gonna be different now. Ever since I was sick I'm sure my body failed and now it's time to get back into training. Proper training. I mean, not like resting and sitting out when I'm chocking. Boo's much stricker now so I think that I have t improve myself in a shorter time. All thanks to Wathone, she talked to me about it. HAHA.

Nevermind, training later and I thin it's gonna rain. Damn. If there are some of the year one ruggers reading this post, please come down for training more often. I can't tell you how much frustration when someone suddenly comes and play or train with us when the most of us have already learnt the new moves and have already adapted to the playing styles. I think you all should just start coming down instead of finding excuses to prevent yourself from training. Every training matters now. So I think that everyone should make an effort to come down and work our butts off. That's the fun part about having a team.

The first step is the most difficult
but it also makes the rest enjoyable.

I can't wait for training tomorrow. It seems like I got a few hours to get my mind of things that I don't want. Many things don't really matter no more. Like parents and all. Yesterday was a good one. I surprised baby and went to have a family reunion. So cool huh. 3 Anuties, 1 handsome Brother, 1 Mother and a very very special granny. Seafood for baby's birthday. HAHA. Food was great! My hair was a good start for baby's Grandma to talk to me about. HAHA. I want to be part of baby's family, that's for sure. :) I know that there are many quarrels going on between us. Rest assured that we'll get out of it loving each other even more. However, I know that I tried to make sure that my anger in under control, I tried to understand you but there are always more than what I expected. But at the end of the day, I know that I love you so, I don't want to be angry with you, neither do I want to be a different person. I want to go out with you this Saturday. :) I'll make sure that we'll have the time of our lives.

I'm afraid of training as I know that I've to adapt with a different playing style. I've always been playing with the seniors and I know that I can't reply on them. The seniors are going to graduate soon and that leaves us, the juniors to play in the POL-ITE. But my first thought was that Boo thinks that I've made a fail mark on my UT for rugby and that I should play with the juniors. But at the end of the day, I just know that I should adapt to different playing styles. It's better that way right? :) Now I must learn how to control my temper and make sure that I must know that the balls that I throw must adapt to the players too.

Thanks Wathone. I'm not emo Troy ok.


2 down, final one to go
I call it operation L

I know this is random!! HAHAHA


I'm your buttercup and you're my Mojo JoJo!!!!!

See! I told you I got something for you! It’s nothing much though.
I just want you to know that I miss you a lot.
I was thinking of letting you know this though.
I was thinking about you and this came into my mind.

I may not be wealthy,
Neither am I famous.
But a smile from you means more than being any of the above.

I always want to make you smile. It’s just so priceless; it’s something not many people can see because you’ve got many smiles. I’ve seen them all, even the one that tells me you’re truly happy. Just want you to know that I really miss you a lot now. I’m so sorry I can’t spend time with you for weekends. But I want to make you smile at every though of me.

Loving you has made me not feel any pain,
And I never want to let your hand that I held go.
I wanna shout it to the world,
That you’re the one I need.
That I’m happy the way I am,
That no one makes me feel the way you do.
I just want to love you the way I love you now.
To watch clouds pass in the sky of our world,
With your hand in mine.

Looking back at the past when all the year 1 ruggers were so close together, chasing after one another during training, going into the toilet together after training, bitching about the sucky stuffs that happened during training. Not forgetting how fierce and merciless Boo was every time. I just missed the times when we were a BIGG group who were always together, going to Arab Street for seesha, making so much noise at shops and hogging up the road everywhere we went. Coming out with a wager that we will not be separated and that we will always be the few who would be there no matter what. How much we loved msn conference and calling one another names without getting angry. How much we wanted to always have another ruggers outing, cam-whoring and constantly disrupting the people working, asking them to take many many pictures of us. who'd thought we'd be a smaller group? Now everything changed. Slogging our guts out in training's becoming more and more difficult without the numbers. Some going to floorball, while others becoming IG-less. Sigh, even meeting one another in school has become total awkwardness. When did all this start in the first place? I'd always thought that it wouldn't be this bad. That this situation could be salvaged if we tried. Well, we did keep trying. Like how we all wanted a ruggers lunch in school. We had a conference with 20 people but only 8 were involved with some who left the conference before it started. So we had lunch with the usuals. Vic, Nat, Zahra'a, Regina and Me. i would also maybe give credit to Linette and Renukah who came and talked to us for a while. If a lunch in school can't even be done, how many would you think will go for a ruggers outing?