Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Update...

Well, we are back in Kentucky after spending the summer in UT. I had my clinical rotation there and even though it seemed like a vacation, I was gone every weekend out of town. All the traveling was worth it though. Met some great people, made good memories with family and friends, and then got to come back to Kentucky. This past year has been quite the roller coaster for me. I seem to attract men that cheat, lie and are fake. They say or act like they are something they aren't. I'm to the point in my life where I'm not putting up with the BS anymore. I don't deserve it, my kids don't deserve it and I have worked too hard to let any man cause problems with my schooling and especially my kids. You think you know someone, then you get smacked upside the head with a brick.

Enough of that. The boys just started 4th and 6th grade. Brenden is officially in middle schoool. I can't believe it. Ian starts guitar lessons in two weeks, Brenden starts back at piano at CCM. I'm getting ready to get busy as hell with school and studying/clinic as well as trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I have to apply for my residency which starts in June. I'm torn at the moment. Not sure if I should take a pretty big risk and stay here, or if I should just go where the wind blows me. Lots of praying to do, lots of soul searching and lots of meditating. Should be an interesting year.

I turn 33 next Thursday, I will probably spend my birthday alone yet again. I am thinking of taking the boys to Kings Island for the day and enjoying my time with them. They make me laugh and cheer me up. Getting the bug painted and getting my ass back in shape. I'm finally back in a size zero jean which made me extremely happy. Working out is starting to pay off. I'm hoping to be in a body competition. We will see.. Anyways, that is the update for now.

Cheers..

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