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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
I am harsh with my words at times. I have bad temper. I hate it when ppl assume and assume and assume they really know me very well when they dont. I hate it when I recieve smses which makes me flare (which normally dont) when I am alrd pulling myself back from flaring. I hate when ppl call me when I am the middle of roads with cars dashing across when I alrd say I am REACHING. I hate to see mistakes repeated. I dont understand why dont you get me. && everything starts to stress me up at this point of time. Or perhaps, its myself is the one who is pushing myself to my limits and stressing myself out. (finishing the notes that my PI gave me, settling all the dates with all my frens, cracking my brain over the vm and yet to please that crazy woman, handling the crazy woman at my workplace, hold my cool over those stupid things that happen at sch, work.) I dont have much time left seriously. As I just(literally) realised it wasnt anyone's fault to start with. Just dont blame it on yourself. I think its because I placed very high expectation && a set of unsaid rules for me and everyone. Its not anyone fault to start with. NOONE. So dont blame it on yourself, sweetie especally. && like what colorgenics says, I really need someone of my level to speak to.After that incident, I spoke to many. some might say just dont reply their calls and smses. some says just ignore these ppl. some says I shldnt had. BUT. I dont want to be irreponsible person who doesnt reply other calls and smses. I dont want to lose a "fren" over such stupid incidents.Its all abt responsibility and i believe everyone shld take everyone seriously. Many said to me" they dont cherish you thats why things ended like this. you are putting too much into the r/s. dont be stupid, just let them be what they want." But do you know how guilty do I feel everytime I made use of someone or to ignore someone's call and smses. I do make use of ppl at times but not to the extend of which might hurt them. As I think that ppl who really reply smses or call(s) slowly with their own sweet time is a bastard. What if that person is looking for you for a urgent matter ? You might think "haiya, he/she is just looking for my companion" But just , WHAT IF ITS NOT ? Have you thought abt that before? Why do ppl create phones and so many communication devices. Its all for these, ppl. As for now, I love today. Without having to worry abt anything. Practising my piano and doing my notes at my leisure feels so good. And xiu, dont feel bad of putting us aeroplane. We understand why. =)) Its all my fault alright, its my fault to make things turn out this way. I blamed myself yet noone. on a random note. walking the tougher path is easier than walking the easier path out smth. Sunday, March 02, 2008
I spoke to Y after ages ytd night. It was an unexpected chat actually and I didnt know why I kept complaining last night. I guess, things was being bottled up too long. I had been wanting to find my close pals and tell them whats the hell is going on but when facing them, seeing upon their happy faces ( we seldom meet thus the excitment that we have everytime we meet) it literally put me off to say those unhappy things that I had been bottling for the past few months. Its not because I really hate that person but its things that he/she does really irks me off at times and it happened too often that I couldnt take it anymore longer. I really want to say I really want to speak it out I really want to trash it outta. Its taking a toll on me, I get emotionally shifted everytime I think of it. I really feel much bettttttttteeeeeeeer after speaking to Y. Which I think my nags are On a brighter side of life, I saw elvin ng today and he's really god damm charming. :)) Labels: random Sunday, December 16, 2007
You know. Sometimes, its not because you do not have passion for that thing anymore. Its your surroundings forced you to give up. Its not because you didnt try. Its not because you didnt try hard enuff. It just because. the ppl ard you trying their best to make you give up your passion. I believe you wont take up smth if you do not have any passion for it. Correct ? Life hadnt been very great these few days. Lao sai for today and some unhappy incidents. I must make this very clear. I dont really care if you dont like me or whatever. Cause it doesnt really care. Without you, I still have my JCAPS, clinques, bratha , mich etc. I dont need someone who is childish to a extend who cant think and only know how to blabber rubbish everywhere. Okays, I had said quite enuff. thats all folks for now. Out of a sudden, I miss JCAPS quite alot. Aww. Misses those days where we gone crazy and had so much fun.=(( I just want to get well soon for now. =(( Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Taken from xiu's blog  Lets101 Quizzes - Fun quizzes for blog & myspace SO TRUE LAH CAN. I think my current clinques will agree on the statement of "predict future". HAHAHAHA. I am the predictor in class okays !! And xiu, I am just undressing the mannequin to make her prettier NOT to make "人肉叉烧包" lah !! Wednesday, November 21, 2007
I am still feeling abit weird. Maybe is lack of sleep (which I will make it up tml) , monthly affair. I am acting like a spoilt brat who sulks when she cant eat her ice cream and yells for joy when "people" bring her to eat ice cream. And, 'shuai ge alex' have to entertain me when I am at work today cause he sees me "so sad" while folding clothes. After some thinking, I felt I was cheated when buying all these sweets from coudoury sweets at vivo. (arent very sure abt the name.) and it cost me a whopping of SDG$7plus !! And some of the sweets are melted alrd !! I would give thumbs up for this shop because of the unique sweets they provided and the good service ONLY.  the banana flavor sweet which taste like bubblegum. (the one which is melted alrd) The candy waffle. Unique flavor. I forget what is this called but it is made up egg white and sugar then baked. Quite nice and sweet =) Brought two of these watches which reminds me of my childhood times, one for jiaying who always buy sweets for me and another one for dumbass . ( dumbass must be very happy right now cause she got smth to eat !!) Passion fruit candystick. Hadnt tried it yet. YES !! ALL of these cost me whopping of SDG$7plus !! Yes, I like this heels alot. Dave or shld I call you bratha, can help me take a lookout when you are in HK ? SG selling this for a price which is unworthy of this heels. THANKS BRATHA !!You might be wondering why I have time to go vivo and work when I got school today. That's because I "zhao" halfway. SIMPLY BTH THE FACI. She is upset with the class because we cant meet up to her expectations. TOO BAD. And 6 of us zhao after the first meeting !! The feeling of not to be caught is simply exciting !! Labels: E36F, random, school, shopping Monday, November 19, 2007
Some people,are good friends but never a good teammate. Some people, are good friends and good teammate. Some people are neither. Forget whatever that whoever had told me what and promise that will try to treat everyone like a blank piece of paper. =) Thats all I want to say. Oh, before I end just wanna to share smth good with you guys. Okay, this is sweetie intro me one. As I have sweaty feet palms which gets stinky everytime I wear covered shoes/pumps thus wearing socks will be better. BUT !! You cannot tell me to wear those sch-socks that we wore back in pri/sec sch days or ankle socks right ?! It will be so hideous !! So, I hereby intro everyone ..
 TADAAAAA !! It is smth like ankle socks but its even lower then that, so when you wear your pumps or covered heels it cant be seen !! I brought 4 of these at IMM a booth right beside fila (same level as GIANT hypermart) for SDG$11 !! Pasar malam also selling but nt so much variety !! So, if you face the same problem with me, get them today !! =))))))Labels: good recommendation, random Friday, November 16, 2007
Upon reaching home, I saw two big towers stood in my living room. Bro brought new hifi-system and they are right now standing at nowhere in my living room. I was about to end my day just like this ,then, mom passed me one big red bomb from singtel. It says "PLEASE PAY UP SDG$152.51 NOW OR I CUT YOUR PHONE LINE." Oh gosh. I think I gonna to eat air for the next few weeks in school =((( however, I finally sing sang sung alreadly !! YAY !! Labels: random Thursday, November 15, 2007
Sometimes, its all about the decision(s) you made in life. I was doing some thinking on the bus today. I am thinking " am I just repeating the same old routine everyday ? I dont even know wtf am I studyin right now." I am just studying things which are empty. I dont put them into pratical use. =( On a side note, I am very interested in sociology now. yesterday's sweetness still lingers. Thursday, November 08, 2007
Between a couple, the inital stage is always sweet and lovely dovey. And there is alot of give in and plenty of endurance of things then. But as time goes by, the endurance and giving in are like wear and tear. getting worse each day. The girl doesnt feel like giving into the guy anymore. And the guy doesnt feel like compromising too. End up, they got fed up and doesnt even wish to explain or trash things out. The misunderstanding, the unacceptance, the cold war, the inner struggle comes in. You might sudden ask shld we carry on ? Or shld we end like this? You get too tired at times and you want to quit. But, had you wonder actually its actually helping you to bring the r/s to a higher level ? Actually, its a process where all couples have to go thrgh. Its smth like.瓶颈you see. Once overcomed, everything will be fine. Just look on the opmistic side =) theres always sunshine after rain !! SO !! dont give up. Why give up on smth which you cherished that much ? Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Two of the pictures that was took on monday night.  At IKEA. I love this teddy bear !! Will anyone buy for me ? Me and sweetie pie !!After that outing, I bet sweetie now thinks I am damm romantic and sweet gf right? HAHAHA. I am still very troubled over the jobs selection. Either its too far or the pay rate is too underrated like SDG$5.50 per hour ? Current job is the best but I really want a change of enviroment. New ppl, new working place. ARGHH. Edwin intro me to ESPIRIT. But I find the wages are abit too low. HOW HOW PPL? Shld I go for the interview ? Urghhs. I am too tired to blog more. GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE !! Juli is busy with bball trgs, competitions, overseas trips, school blah blah blah. No time for wanpin!! SHOHURT CAN !! ( okay, i blog this just to irritate her !! lol) Labels: clinques, random, work Thursday, November 01, 2007
I guess some would agree with me. Somehow, after we had stepped into poly we kinda of lost touch with our "used-to-be" besties good frens. We faced the initally stage of reluatance of going to befriend new ppl in poly and promised each other we shall/must meet up as often even we go to poly. However reality often surfaced a different face. No matter how much we wanted to meet up, wanted to catch up but somehow we are so busy with projects, school work and part time jobs. Sometimes, you even feel you can relate to your polymates more than them. Why is it so ?? We even dont have the feeling to meet up with them at times. And you get so irritated with the way they speak and they act. Where is euphoria that we used to got from each other ? The lost touch. Oh, I killed that hua. Its the sweet revenge. I did nth. I didnt lodge a complaint. I just gave her glares and ignorance of everything. She, doesnt matter anymore. Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Group work. A team make up of ppl who kept quiet when you asked them for discussion but shooted their way thrgh when the faci is here. A girl who acts weak but actually is not that weak. A person who either do slides which are not to the format or overlap other ppl's work. Ppl just give up and ask for help when they dont even try ? Some give him very good reviews but in the end he is damm lazy ? A bumble bee who buzz ard you from the 1st meeting to the end ? I arent any pro. I arent any search engine. I arent any pushover. I have my own things to stress over? Did you see I kept asking ppl for slides or help ? Its a matter of time that you learn to stand on your own. Noone can be forever there to help you out. Btw,I saw someone who backstabbed in one of my earlier semester classes. And its so suay that I even have to take the same bus with her. Thinking back, I nv thght that it was her who backstabbed me cause I thght it was the another girl who was making all the noise. And when we were fighting so viciously, she could act so nonchalent. But in the end, everyone knew her true colors and she was being back to a square one. And now, I seldom see her with frens ard. Very often, when ppl misunderstood me I seldom explain. Cause I dont see the point of explaining. I explained, do they listen ? They will think that it is just a pack of lies and excuses. Thus I prefer being the silent onlooker and let them discover the true facts themselves. Found a very nice link which bring comfort to me. animation Thursday, September 27, 2007
ENGLISH CLASS. LESSON ONE. Take, taken, took. A asked me " what is the past tense of took ah, is it took-en ?" I pondered for awhile and I told her "shld be lah.." then A continued to ask Z. Z pondered awhile and suddenly shouted " WHERE GOT SUCH WORD AS TOOK-EN ?" HAHA. LESSON TWO. L asked me " whats the meaning of shun" When I was abt to reply her... ( shun actually means avoid, to stay clear of) A suddenly chap zi ka and say " SHUN IS A GUY'S NAME LAH !! I couldnt stop laughing after hearing what she said. and L and the ppl ard us starting laughing loudly after knowing the actual meaning of SHUN. So, this teaches us not to eavesdrop other ppl's conversation LESSON THREE one apple two orange. ppl, this the above sentence correct? YES? NO ? IF YOU SAY YES PLEASE BANG WALL. IT IS ONE APPLE TWO ORANGES !! End of english class. =) Labels: english class, random Wednesday, September 05, 2007
I was doing some blog hopping just now and have this random thought. As like what some said, the internet is just a sham. Does the gender of a person really matters in this bogus world ? Does the personality of a person really matter ? Does anything really matters ? A girl might be disgusing herself as a man a started to blog. Does having pictures alone makes up the whole story ? Gerome asked me smth today. Why did I smile? Who made me smile ? I was kinda of takenaback by his this stupid , idoitic and yet set me thinking questions. I dont know what to answer and just gave him a stupid answer which he annoys me even further. He said " there must a reason behind every single smile." It really sets me thinking. damm it. But really, does everyone smile for a reason ? Friday, August 31, 2007
I is sad. For the past 18 and 10months of my life, never ever I had to cook pathetic maggi mee when I am sick. NEVER EVER. Py says I am too good life alrd. Now then kanna this. BUT !! I am still very sad over it. =(( AND, I dont want to go for X-ray. Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Is change, neccesary to be good ? Learning acceptance is good ? Life is not all about you yoU YOU AND JUST YOU. Your world doesnt just surround you. When I just realised, no matter how hard I tried it is just futile. Ah, just whatever. You tried to be nice but turns out shit. You tried to be ignorant of stuffs. things turned out even more shitter. Tml's class outing is a mess. Cant be bothered anymore. If you just want to own me, thats nt the way boy. Tuesday, August 21, 2007
No matter how much effort you put into the r/s, people will only remember your bad doings and not your good deeds. When you are angry, you thought of the past and so much so much things that he/she had done to you before. When you are happy, you thought of the past and you think what he/she doing now is what they alleged to do. Why cant humans just be grateful ? just why ? Why shld I be put at the losing end ? when things you do , irks me so much. Thursday, August 16, 2007
RP is a reflection of the working society. Imagine, You are a straight A student which does all the stuffs and chiong all the way. But normally, these kind of student gets bad feedback abt themselves. If you are a slacker student who have a "ai mai ai mai" whatever lah, anything lah attitude and interacts well with classmates. But your grades will be affected greatly and your teachers dont like you. In any sense, you get bad results. Imagine, you have a good fren A and had a newly accquired good fren B good fren A dont seems to like good fren B. But whatever A tells you, you feel actually its nth What are you going to do with A and B ? Imagine, You knew that X doesnt like Y. And X had been plotting against Y. Y doesnt know abt it. But X is your good fren. Should you stand to your right or to sacrifice Y ? Imagine, you stood true to all your clinque. But one day you found its them who turned the tables against you Would you still believe ? Imagine, this bunch of ppl doesnt respect you at all. But knowing, XXX is your daddy. Attitude of them changed totally. What will you feel ? Come'on. Everyone fight for themselves. Who are the ones who will still stand up for others ? Everyone sell fish, everyone is a fish monger. Thats the reality. Thats the truth that we are seeking for. I learnt after all these years. Take care of yourself is the main priority. Sounds selffish, but norms, you will find yourself leaving with no choice. One have to fight for him/herself. You might not agree with what I say. This is my blog, i didnt ask for your opinion. =) AND AND. THANKS A MILLION TO MEI RER. =D ( the reliable source.) Tuesday, August 14, 2007
For the world which is a stage. I am the actress. The faker. Thats why I shouted at you. Labels: random Monday, August 13, 2007
This is my RJ qns for the day. - “If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us” Do you agree with this quote. Is there anything about your teammate or classmate that you dislike (you need not give names)? Do you see that in yourself? How do you think this person or you can change to improve on it? SIBEI chimlogy lah !! well. No choice. And I found the answer to what the heck the quote is talking abt on the web. It says..The things we see are the same things that are within us. There is no reality except the one contained within us. That is why so many people live such an unreal life. They take the images outside them for reality and never allow the world within to assert itself. You can be happy that way. But once you know the other interpretation you no longer have the choice of following the crowd. Simiarly, the majority's path is an easy one, ours is difficult.the link Quite true. Sometimes we see this person doing smth that stupid but upon reflection, you realised you done it before. HAHA. The world is sucha a funny one. I asked my classmates whens the material science test going to be ytd. ( I thght it was on tues) B'dict replied " oh, I think tml ( which is today) S.Hong replied " oh, I think its on fri" Yen Ying replied " oh, I think its on thurs" WTH. Everyone is telling me diff dates. (p/s, i dont have sch on wed) So, I was thinking WHO AM I GOING TO LISTEN TO ?! TELL ME LAH !! And being a very kind soul, yen ying print screen out this for me..  Thus, its on thurs. So I conclude that. girls have better memory and good credibity than guys. HAHAHAHA !! |
