admitting that i'm pretty much a failure at most everything, well so maybe I'm also mostly resigned to having higher aspirations than I can attain.

Too many Outrageous goals, not enough realistic goals, and zero easily attainable goals.

Outrageous goal that hit the dust? USAC sanctioned TT...

oh well...

next year, at least i have dates and will be better at getting it all lined up and organized at that point, now that i've just gone through the list of shit that needs to happen, reaching out to the LA was good but when i asked about deadlines and help i kind of got nothing useful regarding deadlines or what needed to happen - but that's okay, I probably asked the questions wrong or was given the assumption that I knew more than I do. All my fault.

But hey. Gotta do the gd TT anyway right? Line that shit up, even if we just Strava score it.

Yesterday i just gave up, so tired, needed to go shopping, rode bike in with trailer instead of working at the shop down in Warwick again. Kind of sucks but kind of needed the break.

Fewest miles/week in a long time. Fewest hours too. But also some decent ones. good quality (well until i hit the wall saturday night riding home).

This week's gonna be tough but hopefully new start location for the Smackdown works and hopefully we can get started with the TT this week.

or not...

or

i should probably have eaten lunch instead of writing.

oops

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