First time I've gotten non-functionally sick while teaching class. Monday was rough but okay.

This morning was okay but by the end of 2 hrs of talking my voice is now gone. Monday nights coughing was terrible. Last night was better but still not much sleep and not great but taking the guaifenesin w/o the cough suppresent was the smart move or maybe it didn't matter. It sucks and this really sucks.

Tested positive for RSV saturday and I'm still not better. 

Bike path isn't clear, way too much snow for the plow. So I'm riding the ebike because not feeling well and having to deal with the road and all the ice on the road (studded tires) is good but now I'm getting the short crank pain from riding it. And it is only Wednesday and I have at least tomorrow to get through. Would be great to feel well enough Friday to be back on normal length cranks but we'll see. 

And with the bike path shut down, the insane ride on the busy street and not feeling great, I've been unable to find the space or the visuals to finish the roll in either the p17 or the spotmatic. And that's also frustrating and adding to the malaise. And then there's all the other shit going on. Not to mention there's too much snow and it isn't packed (too cold to actually pack) to ride skinny mtb tires in the woods. And my crank is still halfway off the mid-fat bike that 'MIGHT' work on the packed foot path in the snow but need the part to arrive first. So no MTB riding, no photography, no bike path and light house and stuff, and yeah... 

I haven't felt this sick in a really long time, this RSV thing suuuuuuucks. And I haven't been able to just rest, esp now that classes have started and there's no one to cover them for me and there is so much material to cover. 

But hey at least commuting in when it is 18°F (or freedom degrees) isn't cold anymore. I mean it is cold but also feels kind of normal.

When is all this fucking snow going to melt? Soon? yeah no. More snow possible this weekend? Oh great.

Gotta keep pushing and trying to make it all happen

amor fati motherfuckers

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