PinWheels From Heaven: December 2018

Welcome To PinWheels From Heaven

WELCOME TO PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN. If you would like to have your "Angel" baby's or "Angel" child's name added to my Angel Tree list and Birthday list to be remembered at my annual events please click on the Angel Tree List button found at the top of this page to take you to that page with all the details. These events are for Angel Children only--PLEASE NO fake baby loss mommys.

NOTE: Pinwheel Wait List is currently CLOSED

Be sure to scroll to the end of this page to find links to other Baby Loss Mommies who write Angel Babies Names.

ANNUAL EVENTS FOR PINWHEELS FROM HEAVEN:

(1) Once your angel baby/child is on my Angel Birthday List
they will be remembered in their birthday month in a special Angel Birthday blog post and picture. They will also be remembered on their special angel b-day on my PinWheels From Heaven Face book page.

(2) Oct. 15th--Wave of Light: Each year on this date I will be creating a PinWheel Healing Field in my front yard using all the angel baby/child's pinwheels and light candles by the pinwheels in remembrance of all of our angels.

(3) Christmas Angel Tree--For the month of December I will be hanging ornaments with all of your angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. On Christmas Eve I will light candles around the Angel Tree in remembrance of all of our angels.

(4) Easter Angel Tree--For Easter I will be hanging plastic Easter eggs with all of the angel baby/children's names written on them on my outside angel tree. I will light candles around the tree on Easter in remembrance of all of our angels.

Pictures of events 1,2,3,4 will be posted here on this blog and on my face book page.

At PinWheels From Heaven Angel Babies and Angel Children are ALWAYS LOVED, MISSED AND REMEMBERED <3

A Precious Gift--Never Forget Janessa & Hope Abigail

The mention of my daughter's name may bring tears to my eyes, but it never fails to bring music to my ears. If you really want to show me that you care, let me hear the beautiful music of her name. It soothes my broken heart and sings to my soul.

"If you know someone who has lost a child, and you're afraid to mention them because you think you might make them sad by reminding them that they died--you're not reminding them. They didn't forget they died.

What you're reminding them of is that you remembered that they lived, and that is a great gift."
-Elizabeth Edwards

Tuesday, December 25, 2018

Merry Christmas My Sweet Angels

Merry Christmas

in Heaven

<3 Janessa <3

<3 Hope Abigail <3

<3 Jason <3

<3 Rae Anne <3

I Miss You!

I Love You!

I Remember You!

Merry Christmas

in Heaven

<3 Dad <3

I Miss You!

I Love You!

Wish you were here all healed instead.

Saturday, December 22, 2018

2 Graves for Christmas

It's always been hard for me to decorate Janessa's grave at Christmas, but, this year it was even harder because we stopped and decorated my Dads grave beforehand. I'm so grateful Roland and my kids came with me because I don't think I would have been able to handle it by myself. I was so happy to see that Janessa's grave still had all of her Thanksgiving decorations on it because I was feeling sad that it had taken me this long to go out to the cemetery. I was especially grateful after I realized that I had forgotten a pinwheel and a solar light so I just reused her thanksgiving ones. It was really neat to see that all the snow had melted away except in a spot all around her grave because it is in the shadow of a huge tree.

I really don't like decorating Janessa's grave as a parent and now I really don't like being the daughter and decorating my Dad's grave for Christmas either. I'm so glad that we got one last Christmas with my Dad last year and that I have forever recorded him saying Merry Christmas. It brings me comfort to hear his voice.

Wednesday, December 19, 2018

The Pink Kitty Christmas Miracle

I have had the most incredible experience this week. God allowed me the privilege to be his hands in working a Christmas miracle for a family who lost everything in the Paradise California fire.

I was just randomly reading articles online when I clicked on a story about a little 6 year old who read about a little boy who had lost all his hot wheels cars in the fire and he told his Mom he wanted to donate some of his hot wheel cars to that little boy. They had a link in the article to the Paradise Fire Adopt a Family group https://www.facebook.com/groups/paradisefireadoptafamily that I clicked on and was scrolling through some of the posts when I happened upon a picture of a pink kitty with the words "I need a Christmas Miracle" She had been searching and searching for a copy of her daughter's favorite pink kitty stuff animal that got burned up in the fire. For 3 days hundreds of people have been scouring the internet searching for this pink kitty because it was the only thing her daughter wanted for Christmas this year.

I instantly recognized the kitty as ones I had bought a few years ago for Janessa's 6th Angel Birthday. It sat at her grave for her 6th angel b-day and her 1/2 b-day. It brought me peace and comfort and joy as I remembered her. I found the 2 kittys in my box of remembrance stuff animals and the one was the exact duplicate of the lost pink kitty. I tried to comment then realized you had to join the group to comment. I felt an urgency to get a hold of this desperate mother. I prayed the group would allow me in quickly. Within 5 min. I was allowed in and I posted pictures and a message and then tried to message her. Within a couple of hours the Mom contacted me in tears because it was the exact kitty she was looking for. She wanted to pay me for them, I replied no and explained about Janessa and that I wanted them to be a gift to her in remembrance of Janessa. I quickly boxed them up and now both kittys are on their way to their new home, where I hope they will bring peace, comfort, and joy to a precious little 5 year old girl who is going through a very hard time right now.

Words can not even describe the feelings I have right now. I am in awe that God prepared these kitties years ago when I bought them and that I hung onto them because He knew they would be needed now. I feel so much joy and happiness I could burst in being able to remember and honor Janessa and also my Dad in this way. This was exactly the miraculous experience I needed in my life right now to help me with holiday blues I have been feeling. I felt a hug from Heaven from my Dad and my Angel Babies.

BEST CHRISTMAS GIFT EVER!!!!!

Saturday, December 1, 2018

December Angel Birthdays

Happy Angel Birthday

to All Angel Children celebrating

birthdays in the month of December!

YOU ARE LOVED!

YOU ARE MISSED!

YOU ARE REMEMBERED!

Be Still and Know that I am God

Sometimes God
Calms the Storm . . .
Sometimes He let's the Storm rage
and Calms His Child.
Author Unknown

At times there appears to be no light at the tunnel's end-no dawn to break the night's darkness. . .We feel abandoned, heartbroken, alone. If you find yourself in such a situation, I plead with you to turn to our Heavenly Father in faith. He will lift you and guide you. He will not always take your afflictions from you, but He will comfort and lead you with love through whatever storm you face.

-President Thomas S. Monson

We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
-Joseph Campbell