Happy 12th Angel Birthday
to my sweet little
<3 Hope Abigail <3
You Are Loved!
Your Are Missed!
You Are Remembered !
It seems unreal that 12 years have passed since you slipped so quickly from my life. You were my precious rainbow after the storm of Janessa's death. I was so happy, so hopeful, so filled with joy when I became pregnant with you. I was also so naïve! I truly believed that because Janessa had died that nothing bad would ever happen again because I had done my "time" so to speak. How wrong I was! Your death ripped a hole in my innocence and tour apart that fragile hope that everything was going to be okay. It is hard to look back and feel all that pain that having my first miscarriage brought me. It was different than the pain Janessa's death brought me, but, it was just as damaging. Your little life did bring me my Pinwheels in Heaven charity and for that I thank you. Your little life taught me to serve and to not judge and to sympathize and empathize with others. You taught me how to find joy in small moments and how to slowly look for hope again. I miss what our life could have been like if you were still in it, but, I'm grateful for the lessons that your life has taught me.
Happy Birthday in Heaven!! I LOVE You!!!
Love, Mommy
