Can I see sth clearly? Do i really know them?
I think, I think I can see clearly only. In actual, it is just based on the perception. If not, why different people have different perceptions. What is the true nature of the thing? I never know.
And so, the world is bluffing me, or i am bluffing myself? I was just wearing a color spectacle to see the world, although my eyes do not need to wear spectacle. In the end, my eye become seeing things blurry.
Where is the truth? As long as i lost my perception, by taking off the color spectacle? What is the method of it? Do I have the courage to do so?
Sunday, November 29, 2009
bicycle
Over the past 2 years, i either walk, cycling or drive to college. Most of the time, it is using the bicycle. It accompany me to enjoy the breeze and life. It also accompany me to pass through the university life. We endure the shining of the sun and the raining together.
However, i need to park it at the petrol station and leave it alone everytime. Hmm...Recently, my bicycle is not lonely alr because there are three new
bicycles parked at the petrol station as well.
One day, the bicycle met the bicycles and we smile to each others. Although we never met each other before, we notice each other.
Such called fate.
However, i need to park it at the petrol station and leave it alone everytime. Hmm...Recently, my bicycle is not lonely alr because there are three new
bicycles parked at the petrol station as well.
One day, the bicycle met the bicycles and we smile to each others. Although we never met each other before, we notice each other.
Such called fate.
Monkeys
That day, i walk back to home.
I saw few malay girls gave foods to the monkeys along the road, they speak Malay to the monkeys.
I just feel funny. Can they really understand it? Hmm...When chinese fed the monkeys, they spoke chinese to the monkey. Can monkey understand it?
And so, i just felt funny. Then i told a friend.
After a few days, my friend told me that, that day she passed by the road and a monkey come to her and stand in front of her. The monkey stand still and seem talking to her. After a while, only the monkey went away.
Haha...my friend dun understand what the monkey try to say.
Such is world. Haha
I saw few malay girls gave foods to the monkeys along the road, they speak Malay to the monkeys.
I just feel funny. Can they really understand it? Hmm...When chinese fed the monkeys, they spoke chinese to the monkey. Can monkey understand it?
And so, i just felt funny. Then i told a friend.
After a few days, my friend told me that, that day she passed by the road and a monkey come to her and stand in front of her. The monkey stand still and seem talking to her. After a while, only the monkey went away.
Haha...my friend dun understand what the monkey try to say.
Such is world. Haha
Psychology study
Psychology means study people.
After 2 years and 3 months of study, do I really know people better?
Frankly speaking, not even know myself.
I would like to say i really dunno myself well.
Although, i can see i have many layers of thought, I know clearly what i am thinking about (the shallow one). For deeper one, i need concentration and clear mind to realize them.
However, study psychology is not focusing on mind. What i study is about feeling, thought and behavior. What i can say is, this is about the environment of me, the influences but not a true me. In the end, still dunno myself.
Why the relapse rate is so high in the treatment of psychology or counseling. To me, the method of psychology is never complete. It never cure the true me and it just treat my environment (thought, feeling and behavior). If need to stop the problem completely, i need a complete method that treat the true me.
Where is the true me? Need to discover by self. No one can tell.
After 2 years and 3 months of study, do I really know people better?
Frankly speaking, not even know myself.
I would like to say i really dunno myself well.
Although, i can see i have many layers of thought, I know clearly what i am thinking about (the shallow one). For deeper one, i need concentration and clear mind to realize them.
However, study psychology is not focusing on mind. What i study is about feeling, thought and behavior. What i can say is, this is about the environment of me, the influences but not a true me. In the end, still dunno myself.
Why the relapse rate is so high in the treatment of psychology or counseling. To me, the method of psychology is never complete. It never cure the true me and it just treat my environment (thought, feeling and behavior). If need to stop the problem completely, i need a complete method that treat the true me.
Where is the true me? Need to discover by self. No one can tell.
Thinker quiz
The Renaissance ideal
The leading thinkers of the Renaissance were not just experts in their own field. The renaissance scholar was expected to master all branches of knowledge.
With his insatiable desire to know everything, Leonardo da Vinci is often held up as the ideal Renaissance man.
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You are an Existential Thinker
Existential thinkers:
* Like to spend time thinking about philosophical issues such as "What is the meaning of life?"
* Try to see beyond the 'here and now', and understand deeper meanings
* consider moral and ethical implications of problems as well as practical solutions
Like existential thinkers, Leonardo questioned man's role in the universe. Many of his paintings explored the relationship between man and God. Other Existential Thinkers include The Buddha, Gandhi, Plato, Socrates, Martin Luther King
Careers which suit Existential Thinkers include
Philosopher, Religious leader, Head of state, Artist, Writer
so, LT and KS has done this quiz and I try to play as well
Existential thinker. Hmm.... so my thesis topic suit to me very well.
Is my destiny, i think.
The leading thinkers of the Renaissance were not just experts in their own field. The renaissance scholar was expected to master all branches of knowledge.
With his insatiable desire to know everything, Leonardo da Vinci is often held up as the ideal Renaissance man.
____________________________________________________
You are an Existential Thinker
Existential thinkers:
* Like to spend time thinking about philosophical issues such as "What is the meaning of life?"
* Try to see beyond the 'here and now', and understand deeper meanings
* consider moral and ethical implications of problems as well as practical solutions
Like existential thinkers, Leonardo questioned man's role in the universe. Many of his paintings explored the relationship between man and God. Other Existential Thinkers include The Buddha, Gandhi, Plato, Socrates, Martin Luther King
Careers which suit Existential Thinkers include
Philosopher, Religious leader, Head of state, Artist, Writer
so, LT and KS has done this quiz and I try to play as well
Existential thinker. Hmm.... so my thesis topic suit to me very well.
Is my destiny, i think.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
十一月心情
17/11/09
糜烂的泥，车轮脚印践踏着，留下了痕迹，雨过天晴，痕迹消失无影踪，还是那堆泥．
16/11/09
一面黑潭在中，周围环绕着古老的松树，垂下的树枝央印着倒影，重叠又重叠。
15/11/09
苍白的大地，天空蓝白分明。一棵大树从地上竖立着直到空中，如如不动。
14/11/09
暖暖的阳光眯着眼照耀着大地。风儿徐徐吹来，花儿小草迎风摇弋，潺潺流水缓缓流动。
糜烂的泥，车轮脚印践踏着，留下了痕迹，雨过天晴，痕迹消失无影踪，还是那堆泥．
16/11/09
一面黑潭在中，周围环绕着古老的松树，垂下的树枝央印着倒影，重叠又重叠。
15/11/09
苍白的大地，天空蓝白分明。一棵大树从地上竖立着直到空中，如如不动。
14/11/09
暖暖的阳光眯着眼照耀着大地。风儿徐徐吹来，花儿小草迎风摇弋，潺潺流水缓缓流动。
十一月句子
人生是独一无二的设计。
属于自己的，唯有那些留得下痕迹的人事物。
18/11/09
成长是一辈子的功课，没有够了的时候。当觉得够了，是自己看不到那个成长空间的时候。
17/11/09
人生短短几十年，应当享受生命，感受自己。
16/11/09
当不再抗拒，就有了能力怀抱大地。
14/11/09
人生，没有随心所欲，却有随遇而安。
13/11/09
需要关怀不是软弱的代表，是人的其中一部分。
12/11/09
当把眼前的小事情看得很大时，就会让人看不到真正的大事情。这就是遗憾的开始吧！
11/11/09
很多时候的人，一定要走到需要抉择的地步吗？
10/11/09
小小的动作和想法都代表着大大的人格。
9/11/09
只有有用的人才能帮到他人吗？需要帮助的人要的是什么？有用的人吗？
8/11/09
他人的人生不需要由另一人去评定，要的是体谅，谅解，听懂，看懂和接受。
7/11/09
觉得自己很够了是高傲的第一步。
6/11/09
人生没有固定的答案。
5/11/09
人生，不需要太多选择题来框住自己，需要的是清楚自己。
4/11/09
路，是要由勇气和坚定，一步一脚印踏下去的。
3/11/09
抓不住的水，拥有随意的形状。
2/11/09
人生，难免疑惑，难免苦痛，可是这却是明白的第一步。
1/11/09
能屈能伸是一种坚强。
属于自己的，唯有那些留得下痕迹的人事物。
18/11/09
成长是一辈子的功课，没有够了的时候。当觉得够了，是自己看不到那个成长空间的时候。
17/11/09
人生短短几十年，应当享受生命，感受自己。
16/11/09
当不再抗拒，就有了能力怀抱大地。
14/11/09
人生，没有随心所欲，却有随遇而安。
13/11/09
需要关怀不是软弱的代表，是人的其中一部分。
12/11/09
当把眼前的小事情看得很大时，就会让人看不到真正的大事情。这就是遗憾的开始吧！
11/11/09
很多时候的人，一定要走到需要抉择的地步吗？
10/11/09
小小的动作和想法都代表着大大的人格。
9/11/09
只有有用的人才能帮到他人吗？需要帮助的人要的是什么？有用的人吗？
8/11/09
他人的人生不需要由另一人去评定，要的是体谅，谅解，听懂，看懂和接受。
7/11/09
觉得自己很够了是高傲的第一步。
6/11/09
人生没有固定的答案。
5/11/09
人生，不需要太多选择题来框住自己，需要的是清楚自己。
4/11/09
路，是要由勇气和坚定，一步一脚印踏下去的。
3/11/09
抓不住的水，拥有随意的形状。
2/11/09
人生，难免疑惑，难免苦痛，可是这却是明白的第一步。
1/11/09
能屈能伸是一种坚强。
Friday, November 13, 2009
Recently....
It has been almost two months since i last update my blog.
Hmm...in the past, although i was busy, i still can do stuffs in front of the computer. Recently.... I really seldom spend time at home. I tried to write, but hmm...going out and running here and there outside is really tiring. I was experiencing many many things, so I think I need more time to reflect and think. Hehe...So many stories to share and dunno wat to start from. I think i will just post one by one next time.
And so, for the past two months, I have been to 3 camps, finished my second phase training and finish the business subjects. Doing the homeworks for training and assignments are really costing time, energy and effort. However, never regret. I found out what happen for psychologist field in Malaysia. Besides that, I know many great people. Then, I also understand difference segments of theories deeper. When i watch the movie for review of Mr. K, many thoughts ran thro' my mind.
Hmm...So, this is the three years for my U life. In the first year of University life, i know can afford to be busy but will not be so stress. So, I decided to explore everything in the University. Some people told me that, just first year, no need to be so busy and just be relax. Hmm, I didnt accept the advice as i think is not my value. After exploration, is to choose one thing and focus to see something deeper. So, I experienced and learned some skills within second year of University life. Of coz, I paid my price but I also get the things. However, i felt bored suddenly. It seem that nothing in the U can let me explore and experience. Therefore, I am thinking of going outside the U or gain experiences by really practicing the skills. Third year, I know it is stress although might not so busy. I think stress can make people feel more tiring and exhausted than busy. Therefore, I decided to stop organizing anything and just participating the activities. I went for the training and gained experiences. Then, I also enjoy to listen to people experiences and listen to sharing of thoughts and feelings. In addition, it is also a good way to reflect back to myself. Hmm....for me...Is a good choice to be here and learn because i like them and free-style learning is joyful. :)
I like to see people, I like to share the lives and I would like people to be happy to accept themselves or people around them. After all, thoughts, feelings and spirits are the only things that follow people no mather where we are, how old we are and who we are. Hmm...Such is my U life and I quite enjoy about it. I think there is non a stop for me to claim that I have learn enough, to claim that i know who I am, to claim that i am mature enough.
Anyway, for the time being, I can be considered gaining more free time after completing the business subjects and training. Just sooner or later, I will need to start again for third phase training, thesis, psychology subjects and last subject of business subject.
I think I should make use the time to rest and write story. :) Hmm...i think so..
Hmm...in the past, although i was busy, i still can do stuffs in front of the computer. Recently.... I really seldom spend time at home. I tried to write, but hmm...going out and running here and there outside is really tiring. I was experiencing many many things, so I think I need more time to reflect and think. Hehe...So many stories to share and dunno wat to start from. I think i will just post one by one next time.
And so, for the past two months, I have been to 3 camps, finished my second phase training and finish the business subjects. Doing the homeworks for training and assignments are really costing time, energy and effort. However, never regret. I found out what happen for psychologist field in Malaysia. Besides that, I know many great people. Then, I also understand difference segments of theories deeper. When i watch the movie for review of Mr. K, many thoughts ran thro' my mind.
Hmm...So, this is the three years for my U life. In the first year of University life, i know can afford to be busy but will not be so stress. So, I decided to explore everything in the University. Some people told me that, just first year, no need to be so busy and just be relax. Hmm, I didnt accept the advice as i think is not my value. After exploration, is to choose one thing and focus to see something deeper. So, I experienced and learned some skills within second year of University life. Of coz, I paid my price but I also get the things. However, i felt bored suddenly. It seem that nothing in the U can let me explore and experience. Therefore, I am thinking of going outside the U or gain experiences by really practicing the skills. Third year, I know it is stress although might not so busy. I think stress can make people feel more tiring and exhausted than busy. Therefore, I decided to stop organizing anything and just participating the activities. I went for the training and gained experiences. Then, I also enjoy to listen to people experiences and listen to sharing of thoughts and feelings. In addition, it is also a good way to reflect back to myself. Hmm....for me...Is a good choice to be here and learn because i like them and free-style learning is joyful. :)
I like to see people, I like to share the lives and I would like people to be happy to accept themselves or people around them. After all, thoughts, feelings and spirits are the only things that follow people no mather where we are, how old we are and who we are. Hmm...Such is my U life and I quite enjoy about it. I think there is non a stop for me to claim that I have learn enough, to claim that i know who I am, to claim that i am mature enough.
Anyway, for the time being, I can be considered gaining more free time after completing the business subjects and training. Just sooner or later, I will need to start again for third phase training, thesis, psychology subjects and last subject of business subject.
I think I should make use the time to rest and write story. :) Hmm...i think so..
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