010 Life

It has been almost two months since i last update my blog.

Hmm...in the past, although i was busy, i still can do stuffs in front of the computer. Recently.... I really seldom spend time at home. I tried to write, but hmm...going out and running here and there outside is really tiring. I was experiencing many many things, so I think I need more time to reflect and think. Hehe...So many stories to share and dunno wat to start from. I think i will just post one by one　next time.

And so, for the past two months, I have been to 3 camps, finished my second phase training and finish the business subjects. Doing the homeworks for training and assignments are really costing time, energy and effort. However, never regret. I found out what happen for psychologist field in Malaysia. Besides that, I know many great people. Then, I also understand difference segments of theories deeper. When i watch the movie for review of Mr. K, many thoughts ran thro' my mind.

Hmm...So, this is the three years for my U life. In the first year of University life, i know can afford to be busy but will not be so stress. So, I decided to explore everything in the University. Some people told me that, just first year, no need to be so busy and just be relax. Hmm, I didnt accept the advice as i think is not my value. After exploration, is to choose one thing and focus to see something deeper. So, I experienced and learned some skills within second year of University life. Of coz, I paid my price but I also get the things. However, i felt bored suddenly. It seem that nothing in the U can let me explore and experience. Therefore, I am thinking of going outside the U or gain experiences by really practicing the skills. Third year, I know it is stress although might not so busy. I think stress can make people feel more tiring and exhausted than busy. Therefore, I decided to stop organizing anything and just participating the activities. I went for the training and gained experiences. Then, I also enjoy to listen to people experiences and listen to sharing of thoughts and feelings. In addition, it is also a good way to reflect back to myself. Hmm....for me...Is a good choice to be here and learn because i like them and free-style learning is joyful. :)

I like to see people, I like to share the lives and I would like people to be happy to accept themselves or people around them. After all, thoughts, feelings and spirits are the only things that follow people no mather where we are, how old we are and who we are. Hmm...Such is my U life and I quite enjoy about it. I think there is non a stop for me to claim that I have learn enough, to claim that i know who I am, to claim that i am mature enough.

Anyway, for the time being, I can be considered gaining more free time after completing the business subjects and training. Just sooner or later, I will need to start again for third phase training, thesis, psychology subjects and last subject of business subject.

I think I should make use the time to rest and write story. :) Hmm...i think so..