One day, the meaning i working for disappear suddenly.
I will feel i lost part of my heart or my whole heart.
My children gone.
The promise of wanting to bring them here and there
cant be fulfilled.
The feeling of wanting witness them to grow up
cant be fulfilled.
Gone.
It's a feeling of emptiness.
My parents gone.
I work to help my family to become better.
Now...what?
My head cant stop thinking.
I cant sleep for two days and two nights.
I feel that my head is going to break down.
The hatred is bitting me.
I am angry.
i want to end my life to revenge them,
for leaving me alone here.
I cant see any future.
I want to revenge
for treating me like this.
Dun allow me to go oversea and holding my money
just because i have no parents to support me now
because i am alone now.
I want them to feel regret.
hmm.......
About Me
- Ling
- My horoscope always tell me that I have double-minded personality. Whatever i do, it wont be lasting long. Therefore, i might know a lots of things, but i am not proficient in any.
According to Myers-Briggs Personality test, I belong to INTJ type. A perfectionist who is the most independent compare to other types. Can work productively alone and is a strategic long-range thinker. Besides that, also highly logical, and work well with complex and global concepts. Then, also a person with great insight who always have faith in original idea. Always like to set unrealistically high standard and would like to see the ideas to be translated into real-world. Also a person who will push other people as hard as push self.
Well, I think I don't think much or read much, but i think deep. Not easy to be distrupted by others, but distrupted by own thought easily. I put effort when establish a new stuff, but will get bored when it become stable or have familiar with it.
Me, still, in changing stage.
2 comments:
calm down. u did well here. why u wanna go oversea? go oversea with ur own money lo! :)
haha...not me la...
I am trying to learn empathy.
Trying to understand how a person will think, feel and behave when sth happen suddenly. All gone in a second and then understand how the other family can treat a person who without family support. =)
No wory.
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