
Not in the way
Freddie did.
I want to break free from being in a German "Prison".
We didn´t do anything today, renovation-like.
We were/are both extremly tired - heck, how sad we´re working with the brain only and break down at renovating!!!!
Why, again, do I go to the Gym, huh?! One week of "hard work" in the new apartment and we´re "dead".
So, today, what did we do, being on "holiday"?
We slept in.
And took advantage of what some smart people did.
Dunno bout your place. But here, there are political debates taking place. Yes, really, I kid you not (
sarcasm to be put in here)!
They start at about 11pm.
A time, people like you and me, who get up around 5am, certainly cannot follow.
Statement: Yes, we
do talk about this openly (but at times you cannot follow).
There is a Jewish Man and another one, born in Egypt.
They have a weird car and travel Germany. They visit a KZ and have a snack in the canteen there together. They go to... aw, well, you can guess it.
Can you?
I was searching a bit, if there are English articles on what is going on here.
The book I´m reading atm - is it discussed outside of Germany, outside of Europe, if so, how?
I found one article. And thought... WTH????
If THIS is what people learn about Germany... oh, my. So.Not.German.
I found another article. Being a bit more accurate.
I discussed with Ingo if it would be wise to link the article here. We agreed: No. Not wise.
Because... we are Germans.
We grew up with the war-guilt. Our parents were kids when Hitler did all these mad, cruel things - and we have to say we are sorry for it.
I
am sorry - that it happened!
What about others?
The Jewish people... .are they sorry for what their people back then (and probably....) did to the Palestinian people? Autralia said sorry and is rather over it what had been done by former generations, same with the Americans.
German kids still have to say: I am sorry for what I did to the Jewish People.
(really, I had to, aged 14)
I am afraid to hit the publish-button.
Am am afraid to put the link here on my blog (anyone interested, I send you the link via E-Mail).
The guy from Egypt is my age. And he even worked in this town.
He has a lot to say. He is provocative.
He, and his Jewish friend, they may talk openly about what is going wrong in Germany.
I as a German have to be very carefully and actually cannot say anything.
I hate that!
I so do hate that!
And I am no political person! How much frustration must be in people who are?!
I would love to learn what you think is going on in Germany!
What does the world think? All is good? Heaven? Any idea that we have huge problems and what they are?Or is Germany just too small to be taken into focus?
Are we too "rich"?
Germany. The land where you better shut your mouth. And keep on working. When you are ... German.
Will someone suddenly stand in the corner, grab and bash me for this?
I am frustrated.
I am frustrated I have to fear telling what goes wrong here in my eyes.
I am frustrated that the news going to the English-speaking world are so "soft".
I am frustrated we are left alone.
At least I feel left alone.
I love living here - for the most part.
I am happy being German, yes, I am.
But, honestly... we´re not really free. If I was....
Will there be a change?
Not anytime soon, I suppose.
Have to add, maybe - I grew up in "West-Germany". In the "free" part.
Had not happened in the last 60 years. Will not happen in the near future, I suppose.
Because the stupid German cannot let go. Takes everything. And I mean everything!
Switzerland, France, they
stand up.
We
shut up.
Does anyone have anything to say to this?
How does the world look on Germany, do you see the problems we have?

Addendum. Ingo said he loves he can watch this with me. Have to discuss this. Why??