OK. Honestly, let's go to MINDS cafe. AND i also wanna go prawning!! I'm so sorry I can't be there always. But rest assured I'll be there the next time.

Chew, I won't disappoint you. 18-20 december. I'll be there. For my girls. Mighty ballers. HAHA. I think this name's damn nice.

I miss Elly the blind bitch (i call her blind cos she always pretend to not see me.)

I miss skinny Oliver. We can quarrel when we meet. HAHAHAHA i don't mind

TOH MEI MEI. THIS ONE. I VERY LONG NEVER SEE YOU ALREADY. When I'm free you're not. So hopefully one day we can meet up together and I can bully you like in 3D and 4D last time. HAHA

Qing Hui! I hope you growing older also means that you're faster. HAHA. Sorry for not being there on your birthday. Meet up soon ok?

YuLing. I don't know what to say about you but since now have economic recession you better stop putting so much foundation already ok? I miss you also!

Wendy! I seriously think I need a P.I to stalk you cos I don't know anything new about you. I really hope to see you soon. Hopefully you're not working. :) I miss you loads!

Kristine a.k.a K dear!! HAHA. Thanks for always being there always. :) Prawning ok?

Jasmine is the last one because even though she is schooling at NYP I think I see her more than I see C and E cos she's always calling me to meet up w me when she's in RP. Appreciate it babe!! Miss you loads. Wanna hear more about you soon. :)


As anyone wants to spend a lifetime with someone they love, I hope that this friendship that we have can withstand more obstacles in the future. That we are able to sacrifice for one another cos we just mean more than anything to anyone else. :) I love you girls. :) Let's go meet up ad have fun. :) HUGS AND KISSES!! :*

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Maybe you never know how much your words affect me. But it hurts a lot. I never know the truth behind everything. But I'm not as angry as before. Most probably it might be the fact that we've come a long way and that we have become more close, therefore, we're afraid of losing each other. I never meant to be angry at everything, how much I tried to hide but I can't. But I need you to trust me, there's no one more important to me than you. Let's work it out together. I want to work things out all because I really love you. Trust me, will you?

I think these few days just seem to get worse for me. To tell you the truth, I haven’t really gotten over the death of my grand uncle. Uncle Adrian seemed to be so carefree and all. I didn’t expect him to go through all of the operations and all. I guess he died peacefully, from all of the pain. If I can remember well enough, the last time I really cried was when grandma passed on when I was at the age of 8. The sad thing is that Aunty Maggie is diagnosed with breast cancer; I don’t want her to die. The fact that I have not shown my emotions doesn’t mean I’m not feeling anything about this issue. It sucks to feel this way. Husband and wife to be both diagnosed with cancer. Life sucks. I don’t want her to pass on. In fact, she doesn’t know my family knows about it. I guess she doesn’t want anyone to be worried for her. I’m so sad now. Grandma and Uncle Adrian were the 2 out of the 3 who took care of me, practically the ones who told my parents to give me more love. Now that both are gone, I don’t want another one to go.

I guess I do have a reason for a bad temper. I just don’t think anyone should know why. But I just want my team mates I never meant to be an angry person. I’m gonna change. Cos I know everyone will be there for me. Especially my baby! Right?

Something that my clique doesn't know is that I might be moving to somewhere. No more sengkang. Probably somewhere in Hougang near Elly and Chew Ling or Pasir Ris where I can feel how Vicky feels. HAHA

A change’s something to look forward to.

Did I say I miss you alot now?

To my baby,

Rugby
Rugby
Rugby
Rugby
Rugby
Rugby
Rugby
Rugby

The only thing that revolves round me for a whole period. TIRED!

Saturday- 8am to report at turf city for Country of Origin (COO)

BRAG's a drag.

If you're in my position you should know why.

Supposed to be out with baby to celebrate our 5th but I can't spend more time! Gotta get home early and all. Life sucks, but not with you around. :) You're the reason why I smile too. Thanks for the entry. It made me smile a whole lot. :)


Stupid soccer match re-scheduled to
Today, 5pm, school field.


I really wanna change how you're feeling for this whole week, trust me.

I want you t know, that I will always love you (:

<3,
your house bunny

It isn't just about you.
It seems that it is now.
Change my thinking, I can't change it on my own.

I may be sick but I'm still glad to say that it's the number 5 today.

Someone please call the doctor for me. One of my body parts isn't functioning properly and I believe that it's my heart.

An hour seems like a year. It's so torturous, I can't help but to find myself hidden under the sheets of my bed, wishing you were right beside me. This period is driving me bonkers, I feel the cells depressed along with me cos all of my body parts seem listless. I tried switching on the radio, but all the songs depict this lonely period. Kept thinking about before, how I love this present with you. Everything felt weird cos right after training, I felt lonely, no one was there to give me the comfort I need after a bad game. No one was there to make my hurting back better.

Thanks for the burms baby. It’ll be the number 5 tomorrow, we’ll be away. Can’t wait for Wednesday cos it’s gonna be a fun day. I can’t think for the moment, but how about I miss you baby. I need you. Never will I want us to be apart again.


Come home soon. I'll be waiting for you.
I believe I’m having the penguin syndrome with a tinge of the love plague.
You're the only one who can cure anything of me.

I miss you before you keft me, I miss you even more now. Glad to hear that you're doing well, on your way there. Please take care on your way there. Sleep well, don't fall sick. You know I'll be thinking of you every second. I love you baby. Come back soon. Cos I miss you a whole lot, till I can't do anything right. Life without iyou is hell itself. I miss you baby, you hear me? Food doesn't taste as good as it's supposed to be. Sigh.


Waiting for you to come back home. I wish it was now.
Till then, I'll be singing and listening to Home by Michael Buble.

Smile and everything will be alright. I'll still be waiting for you to come back home. 3D2N, I bet our love's stronger than that right?


When you least expected it;that's when it's called a surprise.

I can't tell you how much I love you, that I never wanted you to feel heartboken for all the stupid things I do, so here it goes.
It always seemed like my heart couldn't stop staying at it's position whenever it has its eyes on you, it beat faster and faster, and finally when I was with you, it grew bigger for someone tall like you. You made me realize more things in life, you taught me to not be angry all the time. I just love you so....
But even though it has grown bigger, it still filled more butterflies when I had my eyes on you. I was nervous before I was with you, I'm still nervous when I'm with you, all the more would I want to still be as nervous for the rest of my life.


So much! Till I wish and I really can't wait till the day I can live with you, to tell you everyday to get up, that the sun has come to see you. Yes, I do want to marry you. To give you a lifelong promise, nothing can make me more determined than doing this with you. So determined, all because I know how much yu love me so.

OK PEOPLE IMPORTANT NOTICE:

BRAG games are out and I'm playing fo SEG!! YAY! HAHA.

Soccer games tomorrow. The first for SEG.

SEG vs. SAS

Time: 5pm-6.15pm
Venue: School field

So bring your pom poms!! HAHA.

Oh man, I am so scared. It's been a while since I've played soccer and I do hope I can do my best tomorrow! BRAG games here I come.


The ruggers are having friendly matches against the Singapore American School. Or SAS. HAHA. I do hope the juniors have enough people to sub and play against them. Cos we were so stressed and had limitations to our movements due to the fact that we had very little people. In fact, only one sub for 6 people. See so pathetic. So ruggers who have a heart off the field, pleasecome down for trainings and for the friendlies and don't let your fellow ruggers sturggle. One for all, all for one. :) Ok, I promise to look before I pass? :)

Before we got together, I realised that I always fet ignored when I don't want to be ignored. But after we got together, I want to get ignored when I say the wrong things but it just wouldn't happen. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? Good thing is-I want you to know everything I do. Bad thing- I never want you to be heartbroken or hurt by me.



It was the birds instead of music so yeah, just imagine that it's a totally different picture. If I could draw I'd try to draw you another one but you know I can't draw. :) HEH!



This is the best exp[lanation that I can give to you about why my out of tune singing seems to be appreciated by you. :) Mainly because I sing the song of love with you being the lyrics. :D But you must remember, i don't wanna be out of tune actually. HAHA!! I just love you. You know that right? But sometimes I feel that I can't be compared to others. Don't everyone feels this way?

I think that there are many reasons for me to still be happy from yesterday. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICTORIA LIM SIEW CHING. HAHA




I know that you feel that a day after your birthday is sucky, but I do hope that yesterday's surprise is one of the most successful one. Cheer up girl! It'll be fine by tomorrow ok?

I must say that it's difficult to make you convinced that I planned it with Eunice, but thank God you believed me. I guess it's my acting. HAHA. I haven't got any pictures yet, but I'll post more of it right after I get some of them.

But just a little of what happened yesterday, I went over to Vic's house and we got on Bus 5 to town and ate durian snow skin, I can't remember what it's called but it's awww-somee! It's a stall in Far East.

Next stop, Swensen's for ice-cream and we went to see Willy walla at Scotts Isetan, right after that we accompanied her to eat at Far East and then we parted, me and Vic went to walk around in Wisma and we got something from Cotton On. A secret between me and Vic. HAHA :D We made our way to Heeren, hoping that we might be able to get one of her items off from her wish list but there wasn't much variety and I was really moody after that. NO EASTPAK BAG PRESENT FOR VIC! Sigh. Sorry about it.

Things got better when we took the bus 143 to vivo. I was busy sms-ing Eunice and the rest because I made reservations for 8 but Vic thought it was only me and her. HEH!! Distracted her by singing songs. You know I hate to sing songs but it was the princess's birthday and I made a special exception. I'm good right? :D It was a long ride and we thought we missed the stop but we played the song game and calm our nerves down.

The best of all, I told the Hogs Breath usher: "Hello! I'm Amanda and I believe I've made reservations for 2?" So she brought us in and we had a table right inside, with Eunice, Der, Jen and Lixin already seated with the menu high enough to cover their faces, Vic found is suspicious and they revealed themselves. Err, not the surprise yet. They asked Vic why she was there and all. Vic was kinda pissed because she thought they went to dinner on her birthday without calling her to join them. HAHA. They left me with her alone as they went to the toilet and I was nervous. But good cover ABL. :D

We ordered and ate with them, Kervon and Crystal came along and they ate. Finally the surprise, the cake they bought and I must say, we succeeded people!! HAHA! More updates to come.

I'm not emo about rugby lah. I just feel like it's gonna be different now. Ever since I was sick I'm sure my body failed and now it's time to get back into training. Proper training. I mean, not like resting and sitting out when I'm chocking. Boo's much stricker now so I think that I have t improve myself in a shorter time. All thanks to Wathone, she talked to me about it. HAHA.

Nevermind, training later and I thin it's gonna rain. Damn. If there are some of the year one ruggers reading this post, please come down for training more often. I can't tell you how much frustration when someone suddenly comes and play or train with us when the most of us have already learnt the new moves and have already adapted to the playing styles. I think you all should just start coming down instead of finding excuses to prevent yourself from training. Every training matters now. So I think that everyone should make an effort to come down and work our butts off. That's the fun part about having a team.

The first step is the most difficult
but it also makes the rest enjoyable.

I can't wait for training tomorrow. It seems like I got a few hours to get my mind of things that I don't want. Many things don't really matter no more. Like parents and all. Yesterday was a good one. I surprised baby and went to have a family reunion. So cool huh. 3 Anuties, 1 handsome Brother, 1 Mother and a very very special granny. Seafood for baby's birthday. HAHA. Food was great! My hair was a good start for baby's Grandma to talk to me about. HAHA. I want to be part of baby's family, that's for sure. :) I know that there are many quarrels going on between us. Rest assured that we'll get out of it loving each other even more. However, I know that I tried to make sure that my anger in under control, I tried to understand you but there are always more than what I expected. But at the end of the day, I know that I love you so, I don't want to be angry with you, neither do I want to be a different person. I want to go out with you this Saturday. :) I'll make sure that we'll have the time of our lives.

I'm afraid of training as I know that I've to adapt with a different playing style. I've always been playing with the seniors and I know that I can't reply on them. The seniors are going to graduate soon and that leaves us, the juniors to play in the POL-ITE. But my first thought was that Boo thinks that I've made a fail mark on my UT for rugby and that I should play with the juniors. But at the end of the day, I just know that I should adapt to different playing styles. It's better that way right? :) Now I must learn how to control my temper and make sure that I must know that the balls that I throw must adapt to the players too.

Thanks Wathone. I'm not emo Troy ok.


2 down, final one to go
I call it operation L