Ingo got up early and went to work. I felt fit, too, but outside it´s darn cold, grey and ugly. And I have another holiday - stayed in bed.
Which was not so smart after all, since dream world can be strange.
I have a cousin. He is five years older than me. We saw each other quite often. He picked me up to go ice-skating. He took me to Hannover where he studied. I got to meet his fellow students, we went into university-cinema and I felt quite like a grown-up! When I was in hospital, where he was a going-to-be doctor, he cared for me.
Later on we kind of lost contact.
I can´t remember having talked about him often.
It´s four and a half years now. We went to my fathers´ funeral, Ingo and my Mom at my side. There stood a man. Ingo made a step toward him, took his hand and said, "hello, you must be Marlo".
And he was.
Ingo never saw a picture of him and if so he would have seen a boy. Ingo later on said, "well, from what you told me about him (I did???), he looked just like he must be it".
Marlo came to my familys house, together with his young daughter. He said, "let´s stay in contact".
I just came to my family´s house after a nice (christmas-) holiday. My Mom said, "look, Marlo wrote a christmas-letter!"
It was generated at the computer, the only hand-written thing was the title, which said, "Dear aunt Brunhilde, dear Helge," - he forgot me.
I was annoyed and disappointed.
And this morning I dreamed of the stuff! I didn´t think I was that disappointed that I have to make him turn up in my dreams!
Hm. Still a little frustrated, I am.
But despite my dream I don´t think he will turn up and say he´s sorry ;-)
Ack. I wish I could have control about what I want to dream...
Hm. Even found something online. He´s the one on the left (certainly ;-)...) Should I try to get in contact?
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