... is the weight on my shoulders right now.
No idea if I´ll hit "publish". I shouldn´t even be forced to ask myself this.
Sarah published this article on "Why we need to stop 'fakebooking'", giving away only the good things in our lives.
If you read along for a while here you know I´m not like that.
This is my "diary". Bad things happen. that´s life.
One week off for both of us.
One argument.
I´m alone since Saturday night.
My belly hurts. Bad. Very bad.
What I treasure most he knows - snuggling up together at night, which often is not possible due to his health.
I handle that.
He went away.
Two adults.
Stress, stress, stress, my heart is racing and I feel sick, alone, and I cry.
Another night alone - is this partnership.
I see it from my side, it´s a sad side.
My stomach hurts, time thrown away.
Cross the street, get hit by a car, whatever, death is just around the corner.
My stomach hurts.
Keeping my mouth shut?!!
A wonderful holiday.
Driss I´d need!
That´s not how you treat your partner, your "loved one".
I´m in tears.
So much failure on my side.
Here.
The loneliest person in Germany.
"Publish"
5 comments:
Did you ever heard about "cause and effect"?
You've been together so long, I think it's worthwhile to patch things up. Marriage is not always good unfortunately, fights happen, sickness, bad days at work, tiredness, it all adds to daily stress! You lived apart for so long and after many years decided to live in one place. Both have to give in a bit for things to work.
All sorted out again, but, yes, sometimes it´s tough - thank you for being there, Sami!
Glad all is better. xxx
Sometimes we´re just dumb... Thanks for being there! xxx
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