Here I am at the edge

 Medicinal choices I am not certain what caused the growth on my liver , one thing I am sure of is my choice to restrict the tablets I take has helped slow the progress, why? Several years, I had to make a choice; I found that some of the tablets I was taking could cause liver, or kidney problems. The choice was to risk a heart attack , or liver failure? Having seen what a liver failure did to my father, I decided to stop taking some of the tablets; I didn't like the option of going to a hospital twice a week for a blood transfusion . At the same time, I found some of my tablets contained a banned colouring, the colouring had possible links to epilepsy .