Here I am at the edge

My page on Disqus will be closing soon. My page on Disqus    https://disqus.com/home/channel/indieworld/  will close at the end of the month. It has become stagnant because I am the only person adding to its content, and I never wanted to make the page entirely about the progress of my books    https://disqus.com/home/discussion/channel-indieworld/down_to_the_wire/ .

Accepting my limits is the key.   It's a long road to acceptance, but I am on the right track    disqus.com/home/discussion/channel-indieworld/reality_in_a_strange_new_world . I knew getting used to the loss of mobility would be the biggest hurdle to overcome and the bitterest pill to swallow

I am still unclear in my mind We are in the last week of the month, and despite the writing contact  https://disqus.com/home/discussion/channel-indieworld/i_cant_believe_it_is_true/ , I haven't decided if I will continue to blog after this week. Too many years of discontent and let downs have dulled my enthusiasm to write.

The decade is over. The channel I run on  Disqus      disqus.com/home/channel/indieworld/   will be the only station on the site where you can read what I am writing at least for this month, after that, I have no idea what I will do, or if I will continue with this  blog.

Time to relax. Here is a link  -    https://disqus.com/home/channel/indieworld/topics/quiz/ to some quizzes on my page, I wonder how many correct answers you can get? Please leave your reply on the Indie World page.

Motivation needed I may not be writing any award-winning stories or bestselling Science Fiction series, but I am trying to find some motivation to carry on with my writing.  Last year was hard on me, both as a writer , and a person. I need to put the past behind me and move on.  In time, I hope to find the motivation to write again as I once enjoyed  https://hereiamattheedgeblogspotcouk.wordpress.com/2018/02/07/in-time-all-things-come-to-pass/ .  I am still fighting the battle with my disability    https://disqus.com/home/discussion/channel-indieworld/on_being_disabled/ , and I will until the Lord tells me otherwise.

A Sci-Fi bestseller To some fellow writers, I am viewed as a bestseller in the realms of Science Fiction . No matter how hard I try, I can never see myself in that mold, read this link    https://disqus.com/home/discussion/channel-indieworld/will_i_see_myself_as_other_people_do/#disqus_thread   to find out why I will never believe myself to be that good.